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i think what i want sexually is making me miserable. 19 coping with the fact that i’ll probably never meet anyone in person who actually likes the things that match what i like. i can’t spend my life talking people through it all. that’s literally the opposite of what i want

stood in the shower soaping my skin thinking about what it’d feel like if my rap!st were there. washing me after fucking me till im defeated. his hands gently wiping my swollen face. cock lifting back up at how vulnerable and oddly beautiful i am after such brutalisation #nsfwtwt

i’ve been so good these past few months. i saw one tweet and it’s all come flooding back. holding my breath in public for someone to assault me. melting in the presence of men who have the strength to beat me black and blue. wanting to be used, hurt, insulted. blaming #nsfwtwt

#nsfwtwt how to take cute pictures tutorial anyone please

i might need to start ranting at #nsfwtwt again the disgusting fantasies are coming back