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@yearncel I’ve tried all of these of never noticed anything lmao maybe it’s just me I dunno
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PS4 was a great console ngl way better than the 5 as far as games
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feels like a fever dream lol
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@jujuerrilla i dont really like most UK Drill but I can tell frm the Art this is gonna b Different
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Still doing ketamine, still wearing Dior, still in the Rover, still llistening to KANKAN #MyFirstTweet about to spin JackBlock and then sliding on SinaloaBlock

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State of the Aryeh, EOY 2025
If you are reading this right now, thank you. It means a lot that I still have fans, or followers, or whatever you want to call them. Fishtank was six months ago, and I haven't done much since then to maintain or grow my following. My main activities have been arguing on Twitter and hanging out on Discord, just like I used to do before the show. I have done a few IRL collabs since Fishtank, but most of them have been unpleasant enough that I don’t plan on doing more anytime soon.
You may recall me saying during Fishtank, or even in the immediate aftermath of Fishtank, that I wanted to do video essays. That's always been my dream job, but I was too full of stage fright to do it. Fishtank was supposed to be a trial by fire that would force me to get over my stage fright, and when I first got out, I thought it worked. But here I sit with a barren YouTube channel. I don’t have any explanation other than that I hate everything I write. It's not that I hate the ideas I'm expressing, but rather, that the way I phrase everything sounds stupid when I put it in text, and I have to rewrite the same sentences over and over in the hopes that they stop sounding stupid.
This neurosis, whatever it's called, does not prevent me from tweeting, because I perceive most tweets that I write as throwaways, just as I perceive the sentences I speak aloud. The tweet you are reading right now is an exception; I’ve placed it in the mental category of “essay” instead of “tweet”, and have consequently spent over four hours writing it.
If it's not already too late to spin my Fishtank fame into a YouTube career, then I assume the window closes when Season 5 starts, because that's when the fans’ attention will be redirected to the new cast. I want to say I'll have a video out by then, but it seems like the only way to do that would be to upload raw recordings of myself talking, like MoistCr1TiKaL. And my dream is to be Schaffrillas Productions, not MoistCr1TiKaL.
I've spent the past half hour trying to figure out how to end this post. The bottom line is, I haven't given up on doing internet stuff, but I am running in place. I hope that you guys are still here if I ever start moving!
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