roxy🤍

I JUST

11 years ago today, Zayn left One Direction.

Zayn left One Direction 11 years ago today.

Big day today!

where do broken hearts go?

not only that but it took my fangirling away. I can’t seethe boys anymore. I can’t get the tickets anymore, I can’t even get excited anymore because my symptoms flare up every time. I’ve lost all hope and motivation to keep my accounts open. Sorry yall, this is really hard

I have hyperPOTS lmao.

this took 4 months of my life away. FOUR MONTHS. I don’t care, I know people wait years for answers but the way this genuinely has ruined my life and the people who I was crying to where line “omg babe you just need a psych eval :)” fuck you!!! I have to use a wheelchair now!!!

and ope giant fuck you to the people who NEVER checked on me but I made it my personal mission to tell them I love them with tears bursting from my eyes and suicidal tendencies because I couldn’t take the medical appointments, the lack of sleep, the adrenaline surges, etc.

like okay. cool. never fangirling again. never going to concerts again. Never being happy, cool.

@Ayyitskel people die over this btw like I really see both sides of the coin here. also she’s mentally ill like 😭

Aw wait this is kinda sad :(

having to get out of bed to pee is so evil

“that happened in 2014” what i remember from 2014:

how it feels to enjoy something while accepting that it's objectively garbage

we would have had 5/5 if life had simply taken a different path

everything is a reference to your hyperfixation if ur crazy enough

2026 is the year of directioners.

don’t be afraid to spend money on concert tickets and travel. be afraid of growing old and realizing the only place you ever went was work

my biggest trauma.