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TJ POWAR HAS SOMETHING TO PROVE BY @JDeoWrites IS OUT TODAY!!!!!!! HAIRY GIRLS REALLY FUCKING WON 🔥🔥🔥 goodreads: goodreads.com/book/show/5832… order links: penguinrandomhouse.com/books/673731/t… extended sampler: sites.prh.com/yadebuts and please request it at your local library if you can!!!!!

and it overcorrected so bad in terms of the tl not refreshing bc now if i so much as go to my profile or any other page, like the chat, the tl refreshes instantly when i return to it 🤦🏽‍♀️

as well as some aspects of the older "look" but in order to use the app and have the tl actually load, i had to update it 😭 and the last time it had updated was on august 3, 2023... so i braced myself, expecting it to look so much worse, AND IT DOES

losing my mind (derogatory) bc for about a week no new tweets were loading, and eventually i learned on reddit that this is happening to other ppl who have old versions of the app, and even tho i lost the bird years ago, i still had the word "tweet" and other older features

i was so relieved, but yesterday night it was gone again, and this time, it was gone EVERYWHERE (incognito mode, all possible search phrases) and i am. so upset.

i lost it a month or two ago? but it still worked on incognito mode and i think it still worked if i typed define [word] instead of [word] definition or [word] meaning, and then after a few weeks it fully returned to the oxford languages google dictionary (with synonyms) and

losing the google dictionary that pulled definitions and synonyms from oxford languages is so devastating

I HAVE NOTIFICATIONS ON FOR JKD ON IG BUT I AM NOT BEING NOTIFIED WHEN SHE POSTS FKAJDJSJSKDKDJSAJSJSJWJAKSKWKSJDJSKFKSKFKSKDKSKWKDJWKRKWKDKSKSK

one thing this experience taught me though is how far i've come in terms of not worrying about this [family] shit bc now i have so many memories of things i've thought about for years without any family lurking in the background

actually reposting this part: what is happening to me i can't wait for this to be over i also can't stress enough how flabbergasted i am WHILE this is happening bc i know i was perfectly fine before monday evening

no point in reposting since i basically reworded most of it in this thread but this part was also shocking: trying to think my way out of this is somehow reminding me of anxieties i hadn't thought about for YEARS this is insane

whoa. glad that's over (for the most part)

that complete 180° yesterday was so shocking it honestly gave me whiplash like i was having a perfectly fine and productive day up until that point with zero thoughts about any of this

that was so strange and felt somewhat random and while i can pinpoint exactly what caused this sudden anxiety and have a decent guess as to why my body and mind reacted this way, i am still so surprised that this happened holy shit that was exhausting. feeling better now though

idk what the fuck happened around 7:30pm est yesterday but for the first time in what feels like a while i experienced a level of anxiety (about the power and control my family has, specifically on my dad's side) that was so debilitating i literally couldn't do anything

tj powar has something to prove and reasons we break really make it so that u feel sorry for the girls who aren't hairy...like being hairy is the best thing that ever happened to me actually... hairy girls really got the two best romances (across all mediums of storytelling) !!!!

someone please record jkd's panels i will pay you actual money

120 minutes of panels...teens/anyone else who attends are going to be BLESSED

deeplyyyyyy regretting not booking it to houston, tx