ren ☆ trying recov

intro pin! ☆ hii, you can call me ren ▪︎ 24 yrs, part time femboy, mlm ▪︎ bpd & ana ▪︎ i dnf minors nor pro ana accs ▪︎ in treatment but it's not working so far lol ▪︎ looking for 18+ moots ⠀⠀⠀

what’s the worst thing to say to someone with an eating disorder?? i think “you look healthy” is definitely up there

@onexgirlie any amount of food breaks a fast, but if they mean whether they're breaking ketosis then if you stay under a certain amount of carbs a day you can still be in ketosis.

might get cancelled for this but what's up w the "will this break my fast?"? isn't a fast literally js not eating? EATING will break the fast? or is it cs a certain amount of calories won't stop the fat burning process or whatever

@bmishit it can def look super elegant, i just feel like it looks freaky asf on me 💀😭

@sadboything ho its giving Kendall arms im p sure its a beauty sign as well long slim arms

i have such a strange build but i can't say why. i just look in the mirror and get hit with uncanny valley every time.

@bmishit lmaoo help 😂🙏

it's femboy friday. collarbones and legs are slaying today.

@cody_cant thank youuuu

@sadboything SLAYING!!! ^^

@sadboything goddamn.

@bmishit a wild conclusion i did not see coming 😭

@sadboything LMFAO I REMEMBER THAT

everybody look at my mug nEOW.

been feeling bloated as hell all day, literally ew, mayhaps recovery is not for me (i alr know it's not but i have no choice 💔)

@bmishit no, she had a tick in her pussy 😔

@sadboything is it lupus

@vamperpink_ right?? i love it sm

@sadboything wait this is so cute

he lost 40 pounds for a role by omading a single can of tuna and then refused to gain the weight back for another role. like... i know the pipeline man, i've been in it. lose some weight quickly and unhealthily for a purpose, become addicted to the control, never return.

i'm sus that an actor i like has or at least had an ED. like a gaydar but for anorexics. idk, but i'm pretty convinced.

gained 50kg just watching this

@amarih8scals thank uu. it's just hard to style and giving me a bit of dysphoria rn tbh

@sadboything tf u talking about your haircut looks really nice

@bnnuy_angel about 80 minutes usually 🙏

#edtwt How long does it takes yall to get 10,000 steps?

genuinely AN is crazy because i was terrified to gain weight if i ate 1500 calories and now in semi-forced recov ive been eating 2200-2600 calories consistently for nearly 4 months and literally have only gained 0.7kg what the fuck is going on 😭