𝐃𝐑. 𝐉𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐎'𝐍𝐄𝐈𝐋𝐋.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ 〝⠀would you 𝑲̵𝑰̵𝑳̵𝑳̵ to 𝐒͟𝐀͟𝐕͟𝐄͟ 𝐀͟ 𝐋͟𝐈͟𝐅͟𝐄⠀𖤠⠀:⠀⠀⠀is there 𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 left to 𝘴𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𖤠⠀〞 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀

⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ɢʀᴀɴᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ sʜᴀʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ sᴇᴇᴋ sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴄᴏɴsᴏʟᴇᴅ ᴀs ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏɴsᴏʟᴇ, ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴏᴏᴅ ᴀs ᴛᴏ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ, ᴏʀ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ᴀs ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ⸺ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀʟʟ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ.

the final chapter ends with the phrase: born again.

⠀you built this cage.

⠀all this hate was once love.

there's a sickness inside me. i can feel it swirl in my lungs, feel it lick my ribs on the way to fill my heart. i don't think it will ever go away.

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ it is 𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗯𝗹𝗲 to 𝒷elieve in something ⠀⠀ and still 𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐥 to live up to it. ⠀⠀

⠀ ⠀ 𝓫𝖚𝖙 ⠀ ┈𝖎𝔱 ⠀ ⠀͡┈𝕬ʟᴡᴀ𝖄𝕾 ⠀ 𝔥𝖆𝖕𝖕𝔢𝔫𝔰 ⠀ 𝓪𝒏𝒅 ⠀ 𝑡𝒉𝑒𝑟𝑒'𝒔 ⠀ ⠀͡𝒏𝐞𝐯𝒆𝒓 ⠀ 𝖆𝔫𝖞 ⠀ ⠀͡┈𝕯ⁱᵍⁿⁱᵗ𝖄 ⠀ 𝓲𝖓 ⠀ 𝔦𝔱. ⠀

⠀i hate you for what you did, and i miss you like a little kid.