im kinda am perpetually disgusted & embarrassed with myself & feel like i’m covered in a layer of grime at all times & like everyone thinks of me like an abominable creature crawling out from the abyss pretending to be human
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here I don't belong here