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nothing is more triggering than seeing what you could do if you just locked the fuck in for once

making waffles and eating one of my candies so i dont try to snack on the dough im so smart

small vent stuff except all of this is real #Yup

@puppy_st4rves i remember when my irl friend was still in the same school as me back then she was really underweight and had undiagnosed diabetes (dk if that was the reason) and some of our classmates made nasty ass comments 💀 she did finally gain weight after getting diagnosed tho

yall are so jealous you cant comprehend that other people live different lives from you. this ⬇️ is what other people are dealing with. but you have no sympathy, because youre too caught up in your own shit. x.com/i/status/20505…

@birdyyprivate omg me me me

I need a professional diagnosis to be valid. I need 119729 mental evaluations to be valid. I need to be on medication to be valid. I need to be deadly underweight to be valid. I need to hit bedrock to be valid. I need to kms to be valid.

@birdyyprivate honestly them saying how uw people are disgusting n agreeing w someone saying people are too obsessed with being as thin ad possible (surprise this is edtwt) and shit already gave me the ick but wtf is this… what a fucking weirdo

everything in my body is screaming at me to kill myself!!! :3 i need to fucking die i dont want to do this anymore!!!!!

i really wanna ask him if hes mad at me but that would just be annoying. this is like the fifth time i made him feel like i dont care about stuff. i need to fucking die

another friend replies to me in sticker or gifs all the fucking time even if it doesnt even fit like they dont care and the other one is so selective about what they reply to of what i said. it fucking hurts

everyone makes me feel like i should die mom and brother came home and mom told me to help put away groceries in a tone like im a lazy piece of shit i 100% made my friend mad at me by being a horrible friend

@ccosmiccookies omg ur alive i missed u too 😞😞 ill be finer when my friend finally replies to me i think probably hopefully maybe not 💔

@scaramiaoche i missed you 😢 i hope you get well soon i dont want you feeling bad 💗

im back home and i still feel horrible 🫠

@puppy_st4rves RIGHT LIKE BUDDY I THOUGHT WE LEARNED THIS YEARS AGO

@scaramiaoche genuinely what the fuck happened to internet safety why are you clicking LINKS

I SWEAR TO GOD IF YALL DONT STOP CLICKING THESE FCKING LINKS

i hate anxiety so much oh my god

im supposed to be having fun today but all i can think about is how much of a horrible friend i am like genuinely how do i always make him feel like i dont care or im not interested?

I wanna get super sick so everyone cares and worries about me

im a horrible friend oh my god