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˚༺☆MOOT HUNTING☆༻ ☆Hi im Zay!☆ ~16 ~I follow back! ~Im very active ~I will interact w/ ur posts Dm, <3 𝐨𝐫 ↻ #shtwt #shedtwt #obslovetwt #depressiontwt #styrostwt #edtwt #weedtwt #drugtwt #promotwt #moothunt #988twt DNI- Trump supporters, homophobes, transphobes, fatphobes

people who struggle with anxiety and depression often can't remember much, bc they're too busy focusing on how to get through each moment. They don't fully experience what's happening, which keeps them from forming the memories they should have

"but i thought you said you stopped cutting"

I HATE SHRINKAGE I HATE SHRINKAGE I HATE SHRINKAGE ALL FAKE SFX MAKEUP #slitwristsociety #shtwt #slittwt

"drinking, smoking, drugs, cutting and burning yourself is downstairs!!"

how it feels to be on shtwt but not almost aputate my limbs every day #shtwt

when the self harm actually harms me

yes i reuse blades without cleaning them no i dont do aftercare and no ive never gotten an infected cut but yes i itch my cuts full force while they heal idc 😭😭😭

"bro i swear i dont do it anymore!" "i stopped ages ago!" "these are old!"

I'm afraid of getting better because I don't know who I am without my sickness.

NO i don’t want you to have other friends. NO i don’t want you to be better than me at any hobby. NO i don’t want you mentally worse than me. YES i am the most jealous person you’ll meet YES i am insufferable

"Do you struggle with self harm?" Ho i'm good at this

how i feel lying to my doctors face when they ask if ive had any thoughts of self harm , fully knowing theres scabs under my sleeve

might be weird for this but i wouldnt stop doing anything for my partner 😭 no i will not stop cutting or starving or smoking for you i love you but fuck outta my face

when i’m angry and someone offers me weed

scrolling through shedtwt during class bc I don’t give a fart

" kai razors and sharp blades upstairs "

i do not clean my cuts after a session, i leave it. and if it gets infected, i DIE