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@butitscold Lmao yeah, useless is the right word for me as well. But! I’m still here, just keep that in mind :)

@sewpiternal <33333 thank u baby im also absolutely useless at messaging so likely wont but thats absolutely not personal the only person i talk to is my best friend lol . i very very much appreciate it tho . i hope you get to allow yourself more joy in ur life u deserve it

I really wanna go to a concert (in another city) but I’d go alone bc none of my friends know that artist 😔😔😔😔😔 i really wanna go but I’m not sure So sad I’m also not sure if I deserve it :D

@butitscold - but I do make an effort when I get along with someone I swear. It’s fine if you don’t reach out as well, just know there’s someone you can vent to who will understand :)

@butitscold Thank you !! I’ve been trying to allow myself happiness but I just end up hating myself yay! Anyway, I’ve read your recent tweets and I understand you so so well you have no idea Please do feel free to dm me if you wanna talk to someone! I must admit I suck at answering promply-

@butitscold HELLO I went to the concert I’m broken so I was like 🧍🏻 but on crack inside !! I’m glad I decided to go though (partly thanks to you bc I felt less guilty) many good things happened and basically all my March luck went with it but !! Yeah. I was happy for a day

@sewpiternal deserving things is a concept life is shitty enough as is so im always in favor of making it better in whatever way possible

Gato purrr ahahah tan yo, literal tengo un video que me pongo todas las noches porque si no no duermo

New comfort(&safe!!!) food is: Egg white Tomato paste Basil & pepper Asiago cheese 2:30 mins in the microwave So so so so so good Tastes exactly like pizza, even better dare I say

Being concerningly skinny and disgustingly overeducated would fix me ngl

Wondering when my crush is gonna die down. Every time I meet his eyes i just fucking melt inside

Been overeating like only once a week which is amazing!! I’ve lost some weight too

im so drunk and in love with you sorry for being fat

want ppl to notice i’m not doing great but also dont want them to notice bc its Embarrassing yet if they notice i’m unwell my struggles feels validated but also dont wanna be a burden or vulnerable x.com/preset_2m3/sta…

@butitscold Ahah thanks, I bought the ticket I still feel like I really don’t deserve it because I really don’t so I’m not as happy to go as I thought I would be but whatever

@sewpiternal do it

Decided to use❤️‍🩹 to close the conversation.. somehow I feel more rude now

I have a question: in liking someone’s dm (every single one) some kind of Instagram etiquette? Wtf does that mean I feel rude not doing it when the other person does it

Talking to people should not feel so weird I feel like I’m performing a role that doesn’t fit

I also scratched my face (ocd) after three days of not doing it so I’m just .. sad

I binged on half a panettone I was doing so well I wanna end myself

I’m just so fucked up as a person wow, when I go to new places I just fake being nice and kind in order to get over with it all because I think yeah wtv I will never have to interact with them ever again but NO, not this time I’m so done if the ask me to see them again

(HAD to follow someone back on Instagram) fuuuuuuuuuck

I despise social contracts with a passion fuuuuuuuck I still follow them though aaaaaaaaaaaah