S_Guy

I’m feeling pretty low tonight...this debut is something I’ve been quietly working toward in the bg for almost two years now...alot only see the finished results, but behind the scenes there has been a huge amount of planning, saving, organizing, and commissioning to try to bring this vision together... Unfortunately despite doing everything I could to prepare early, some things haven’t come together the way I hoped. A few commissions I planned major parts of the debut around haven’t been delivered after almost a year, or I've been completely ghosted... and that means some elements of the debut simply won’t exist the way they were originally envisioned... That’s been really hard to process after so much time and effort going into planning this... None of this changes how proud I am of what I’ve built and what WILL be there for debut. I’m still incredibly excited to finally share it with you all! but tonight I’m just feeling the weight of the pieces that didn’t come together and being out of my control despite my best intentions...