Shade

Hello everyone! My name is Shade and I'm the gothic pastel demon of your dreams. Need a spell? Come on by. Just be warned, touch me & you'll die. Here is my reference!! Art tag: #shadeillst Twitch: twitch.tv/shade7845 Model mama: @godeergon #VTuberEN #vtuber #ENVtubers

I DIDNT EVEN THINK THERE WAS ANYTHING LEFT ON THERE TYSM happy birthday to me 🎉🎈

I just received Floral V-Neck Casual Top by The Cursed Closet from zerobudgetgamer via Throne. Thank you! throne.com/shade7845 #Wishlist #throne

I just received Duo Knitted Sweater - L by The Cursed Closet from Anonymous via Throne. Thank you! throne.com/shade7845 #Wishlist #throne

Hey. You're allowed to scream.

@lia_lovieVT Oh, SAME, but trust, they can just tell you no if they cant do it.

@shade7845 BUT BUT... I do not wanna be an inconvenience.

Hey, people pleasers recovering or otherwise, you don't have to do everything on your own. Please don't do everything on your own. You deserve the help you offer others. Everyone take care of yourself today. It's gonna be a fun week on purpose as best it can be.

Woke up to silksong crashing the gaming industry... how good ya mad lads. Happy Thursday.

I just received A Gift Inside 6 Chocolatey Covered Love Berries Strawberries with Sparkling Alcohol-Free Rose Brut - 6 Berries with Sparkling from friendlyneighborhoodmeta via Throne. Thank you! throne.com/shade7845 #Wishlist #Throne

@Taiga_May0_0 If im not asleep by then I take my meds, but just DOING this consistently gets my body in the "oh its bed time lets sleep" mode way more often now.

@Taiga_May0_0 24 hour reset, as we do, then start up a regular schedule. I start at 9ish, wash my face, refill water, etc. Climb in bed & read/watch smthn until I feel eepy. Chamomile tea helps unwind. 10:45 my phone yells at me (push notif), head down eyes shut. Asleep by 11:30 (usually)

Soooo taking any recommendations to help get some semblance of a sleep schedule. I start my job next week and I cant fall asleep til like 4. Ive tried melatonin in the past, and it works a for a little while before trapping me in nightmares….HELP

@LynxLab_ Dude your style is super cute? What the hell??? Thank you for the opportunity and positive vibes ♡

The current fit does NOT appreciate the extra heat sink on the top for the AIO cooler, both could power and ram get squished by fans.

Putting a new psu in my pc and half hoping it fixes it, but ALSO half hoping it doesn't... b/c if it does, YAY!!! if it doesn't, I need a new mobo. Which means I'll be rebuilding the whole thing anyway, so I might as well get a bigger case that lets everything fit well

@Taiga_May_Love Oh kween not with the door open, the bugs 😭

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

avoidance bad but icky feelings icky. peopling like people is hard. be kind to yourself

@TheMostMeta Kinda yeah! Some comics on webtoons actually have audio embedded so when you get to a certain panel the music starts and that is legit peak experience tbh

@shade7845 I had this idea of making comics that come with like a code for a playlist to listen to while you read to be the soundtrack. is that the saem thing? 😅

Authors making playlists and putting them at the front of their books is amazing, and now i need more.

Literally I didn't even know AX was happening rn but to get TWO new faves in the chat!?!?

Welp. A new Fav has entered the chat.

It is becoming consistently more difficult to be kind. Do it anyways. To yourself especially. You deserve the kindness and love ♡