New footage of 9/11 emerges after 23 years.
Recorded and uploaded by Kei Sugimoto, who was 24 years old at the time, it shows new angles of the collapse of the World Trade Center.
This footage offers a unique perspective not seen from the south or east.
You are watching these angles for the first time ever.
Thank you all in advance for your condolences about Girlie. She passed away peacefully on Monday.
I waited two days to announce it so I could observe my own silent process.
I rushed her to the clinic at the first opportunity after the Black Diarrhea. They re-opened on Monday.
I did not show any sign of sadness or fear as I took her there to meet with the doctor.
She is so sensitive to my emotions that I did not want to tip her off that anything unusual was going on.
She remained smiling and happy throughout our entire visit, and thankfully never suffered in any way.
I had a full one-hour consultation with the doctor. We reviewed all of her symptoms and what they mean.
He diagnosed her with degenerative myoplasia, which is a nerve disorder that mainly affects the hind legs.
He also confirmed that the Black Diarrhea was a sign of massive internal hemorrhaging.
He speculated that it may have been from a stomach ulcer, but we couldn't tell without expensive testing.
He told me we could medicate for pain and for the urinary incontinence, but that was just a band-aid.
At the very most, if we hadn't done anything she would only have lived "another week or two at the most."
The hemorrhaging would lead to septicemia, blood poisoning -- and that death could involve convulsions.
We made the mutual decision to administer euthanasia in light of all of the evidence, and what it meant.
This was vastly more ethical than letting her "run out the clock" until the septic convulsions would have begun.
My insider and friend "The Colonel Robert Fairlawn" later said she could have been only 10 hours away from that.
I only cried after she was gone. I let myself fully grieve her loss -- and thanked her for her service.
Since then, I have been cleaning the whole house and spending full time in silent meditation.
I do still feel her presence here. I recognize her as a soul and am happy about her Graduation.
Thank you all for your kind wishes and condolences.
I will be fine. I have remained in a positive place.
There were many intriguing synchronicities around all of this, showing me this was absolutely the right time.
Every animal owner ultimately has to go through this process. It is all part of our sacred soul evolution.
Thank you all for your kind wishes of condolence. Girlie and I both appreciate you, your love and your prayers.
I will share more of my process when we reconvene this Sunday on my next livestream. All is well.