Shan Winterward

(ID) Halo, namaku Shan Winterward. Aku memulai perjalanan kreator konten mulai tanggal 1 Februari 2026, setelah aku susah payah keluar dari duniaku. Aku berharap kalian bisa hadir dan mendukungku melalui perjalananku sebagai vtuber. Aku butuh banyak dukungan dari kalian 🤓

@SorrowAkoji @ItsJace_vt That is sad actually, I thought my internet which is 20mbps already the saddest but... 🥲 My condolence

I think I can't stream until I get a better internet. Holy shit, 300 kbps and still unstable? Shameful Can't even do a just chatting stream. Pain

@GAHBLINGUS Let's be friends because I had flashed my fleshtuber video already when unboxing gift 😂

Everyone on here is looking for vtuber friends 😭 can we just pretend I’m a vtuber so I can hang out with yall?!

@SolisAfterDark OHOOOOOO~ I will really love to try it, I also write many dark themes fanfic story behind the scene soooo please choose meeee!! 🥺💙

CALLING ALL VTUBERS, STREAMERS, VAs AND CONTENT CREATORS. Let me know if you're interested ^^

@AntangSoftware You are very welcome, mint 💙

@shanxwinter Thank you!!

Perish Parade is now on Steam! Please wishlist it! You can also sign up for future Steam playtests! More info in our bio.

I'm starting more video series, it is Varka Story Quest from Genshin Impact. If u guys have some time to check my videos. Please do!💙 Guys, aku mulai seri video lagi yaitu story questnya Varka. Cek bareng yuk! ⚔️ youtu.be/Qo3fBzIzE_I?si… #vtuber #vtuberid #genshinimpact #Varka

My post is 69 for now, I don't want to break it but I must promote my contents lmao 😂

@Jelzy_Archivies Pakai OBS saja Jelzy, nanti kalau mau tanya-tanya boleh deh DM aku, soalnya aku pakai itu walaupun model aku PNG jadi simpel ya, aku belum pernah cobanya kalau model vtubernya live 2d, tapi harusnya sama aja

dear #vtuberid pengen tau dong kalian pada pake yang mana? dan apa poin plus yang bikin pakai itu??? aku yang gaptek ini kesulitan dan kebingungan memilih... 😭😭😭

Uwah udah dilike sama Arunika, semoga kepilih aaaaa 🙏💙

Makanya aku pnya 2 sisi kepribadian yaitu Shan (si cerewet) & Winter (si emotionally constipated) 😂 Rncananya original song yg ada di pikiranku, si Shan bkalan jd vokal utama yg sopran, kalo Winter jdi vokal alto semi rap gitu, jdi lagunya mix vocal+rap, ala2 duet kpop song gitu

Alasan aku jd Vtuber simpel banget, aku pengen latih cara ngomong aku & kelancaran ngomong krena aku akuin, aku di rumah jarang skali ngobrol dgn orang, orang tua juga sibuk tdk bisa mengobrol trlalu lama, sdangkan aslinya aku cerewet dan dulu suka kutahan rasa pengen cerewetnya.

𝟐 𝐅𝐑𝐄𝐄 𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐋 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 🎁💎 Yahoo! aku mau cari 2 pemenang untuk ku buatkan 𝗢𝗥𝗜𝗚𝗜𝗡𝗔𝗟 𝗦𝗢𝗡𝗚 (sekalian nambah portofolio ku)! 🎶✨ Syarat: QRT: Ceritain alesan kalian jadi VTuber Memiliki Mic & Soundcard untuk kebutuhan take vocal Detail ⇩ #VTuberID

It would be my first flesh-tuber for unboxing 4th Anniversary Physical Celebratory Gift of Tears of Themis, terima kasih @TearsofThemisEN Semoga aku bisa menang lagi untuk anniversary selanjutnya ehe! 🌝💙 youtu.be/nDjR-X3Dv6w?si… #Vtuber #VtuberID #Hoyoverse #TearsofThemis

@farmtotablegame I would love to! 💙

📢 LAST CALL FOR CONTENT CREATORS 📢 Want to play my solo-developed game Farm to Table releasing on May 9th? - farming & restaurant sim - build from the ground up - grow food in backyard, cook in restaurant - hire staff & manage Tag your favorite creators who'd be interested! Fill out the form below and I'll reach out to you! 👇

@naresxuw Keren banget, suaranya khas juga 💙

DAY 2 PROMOTING MYSELF ───────────── Hi hi hi!-dihari kedua ini aku bawain salah satu lagu legend Kpop yaitu Replay dari SHINee!! hope you guys like it yaa! <3 SHINee - Replay by Nares.

Who want to see my Ashveil pull result last patch?! 😏 If u guys have some time to check my videos, please do! 💙 Guys, aku bikin video waktu pull Ashveil di Honkai Star Rail, cek bareng beliau yuk! 😂 youtu.be/8ip5qUcrWn4?si… #vtuber #vtuberid #honkaistarrail #ashveil

Btw guys, anyone who follow me that really want to befriend, please reply to this tweet so I can follow u back, because I don't want to follow bot or artists moots that only pitching me for sales but don't want to talk to me forever 😭 it's sad, that's why I want to filter it now

@serenrenity I have sent you a looong ass DM, Seren. But, I think twitter system don't want to send my DM to you if I'm not get followed by you, sooo 🥺👉👈 teehee! I will re-send my dm to you again after we followed each other if my DM isn't get through the system 💙

@shanxwinter feel free to send me a DM!

i’ve been deathly afraid to talk about religion as a VTuber because i love this community and its culture and i hate breaking immersion… but there are some things i need to get off my chest because you guys are all i have i am an ex-muslim living in the US. my family does not know that i fell out of religion since i was 8 years old, since the talks of “islamic marriage” were forced upon me. i felt that i had no future, that by 18, i would be dead, because i didn’t want to be sent off to some strange foreign man with no say of my future being an apostate can be a death sentence in their home country. you can imagine why i’m so anxious to talk about this, even though none of you are my family i’ve been threatened to have my hair burned for taking it down from its ponytail, when i was 10 i’ve never had a friend come over my entire childhood, nor was i allowed to visit their place. zero phone number exchanges as well i was discouraged from participating in after school clubs. i had to quit playing viola and piano because of this same with art club, and debate, and student council my day ended by 3 PM. i was in complete isolation outside of school. summer vacations? absolutely dreaded them. i had nobody to entertain myself with, except myself this made early adulthood an absolute hell to navigate; i felt that i was 20 years behind everyone else. this also killed the child in me but ive also been blessed (ironically) in growing up here— I was able to discover the things that make me, me. art, music, writing, astronomy, vtubing! i’ve been able to escape, for a little while… but i’ve been feeling antsy. i try not to let my personal life bleed into this, but sometimes it’s suffocating. to absolutely nobody’s surprise, last night my mom told me she wishes for me to marry my first cousin, first removed. LOL… obviously now that I am older, I stood my ground as much as I could, and it sufficed. but eventually, the general topic of marriage will come up again, and… idk what to do these conversations used to make me suicidal; I’ve grown in that I can handle them now, but afterwards, they still make me disassociate like crazy, an intense symptom of anxiety. my whole life I felt like a puppet on strings, like my future was not my own. queue Spoken For by Teto… i was able to tell my only sibling, my older brother, about my feelings, only last year. i was ready for the worst. to my surprise, he listened to me and understood. yet still, he got married, moved out, & essentially told me I was on my own to pave my own future so, i’m really sorry, cosbuns, for not being able to give it my all in streaming lately. i’ve been trying to figure out a plan to gain my independence, to grind at work to grow my savings, just to burn it all soon in buying my first car i always wondered how Indonesian VTubers are doing… this industry popped off so hard for them despite their religion; i always sort of envied it i hope you can all be patient with me as I try to organize my life. I want nothing more than to be my truest self with you all. my whole life, I’ve always wanted to just connect with people… like an idol..! to entertain and sing with all of my heart, to do all sorts of ideas i haven’t been able to yet, like offline collabs..! but i can’t. every stream feels like that one danganronpa execution meme so… i will do what i can for now. until then… i hope you can all still love me. sometimes i still feel like a little girl, wanting validation for existing in this world please don’t twist my words for your personal objectives— and also, i do not hate my family. they have been very loving in other ways. things aren’t black and white, and religious trauma can show up in any family i love you… thank you for reading this 🩵