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@YCornfather Substance abuse/mental health, but for a particular cultural group

@sharksoop Cool! What kind of nonprofit?

Wanna take my whole antidepressant bottle but I also have an interview tomorrow with a nonprofit for something I care a lot about that is also not in seattle so I am trying so hard to postpone to hold out a small hope and try not to look deadeyed😭

Thinking about everyone rounding out morning report and naeems like “iroise?” And hes like “you didn’t see them? Deez?” and she just looks at him for a long minute doesn’t even follow up and starts punching the absolute fuck out of him

something funny to make myself laugh

just one of those days where absolutely everything is a constant reminder that i'm ugly, stupid, and my art is shit 😎

RIP my brief desire to draw.

Kinda wanna draw shibari trinila yuri

@madslads1 Thank u Maddy! i slept hard af when I got home 😭

@sharksoop you did well though!! gym + dinner + good view!!!

A little personal work

I dont socialize irl so I should step back and keep in mind there are probably more loving good people out there in the world than loud distraught ppl online. its probqbly pointless to be upset given the nature of socmed amplifying hatred and peoples reactions during a scary time

4コマ「ダンゴムシ」

あ！ダンゴムシ！ダンゴムシ、おうちハウスの階段使ってくれてる……‼︎‼︎ようこそ〜！😂

@YCornfather LOL I love that u are validating that I feel like this is how anyone not brain rotted sees my art LOL POV Nila looking up at Naeem

@sharksoop Why the fuck he so wide? Like, I KNOW this is attractive to SOMEBODY, and that's valid as hell, but it remains unsettling to me.

@YCornfather To me wokes original meaning is still good despite attempted fascist deformation like they try with DEI or antifa but in this case we learned and grew to stop reducing people to genitalia and yet here we are bc idk patriarchy and its sibling ills (transphobia/homophobia/misogyny)

@sharksoop It's the appropriation of "woke" all over again. This is how people make new slurs.

@madslads1 I love that this reads affectionate dummy to you.. to me it’s ‘man that refuses prescribed mood stabilizers’ wnavhsksj 😭

@sharksoop i like how 3 of the things waz is thinking are sexual 2 are like genuinely nice and he blurts out this thing no one ever considered. love an affectionate dumbass

@madslads1 the infighting is ??? when its nakedly transparent that its (non-selfaware) perpetuation of oppression. We should name shame and silence transphobic enbies instead of being ?? Idk transphobic in kind💀 fourth secret option to violently shake him in a jar with no air holes (angry)

@sharksoop acceptance? in MY queer community? fat chance where is the 3rd option where you put him in a terrarium

@YCornfather Holy shit bro, I’m sorry that happened to you and I’m glad you made it through ): I hope these days you’re finding reasons to go on that are more kind and full of love even tho it’s so fuckin hard out there 💔

@sharksoop Hell, ain't that the truth? I hit a low point several years back. Not clinical, I don't think, but it was the worst I'd ever felt. Thankfully, one off-handed comment got me to convert that feeling into borderline-homicidal rage, and that kept me going for a good few years.

@YCornfather Tyy I have “”””treatment resistant””””” depression so Ive been on many (13+)things and made many adjustments.. im on the lowest dose ): I fear there is no medication for being neurodivergent under late stage capitalism 🤘😔

@sharksoop Think a lower dosage might help? It's always worth discussing these things with your doctor. Finding a place where you're comfortable with how you feel is vitally important. Never settle for one extreme or the other.

@madslads1 Thank you 🥹 I hope I will

@sharksoop have fun though omg!!!! hell yeah be excited lets go