anna🪞is ON THE ROAD AGAIN‼️

the film was so good 😭😭 me and my boyfriend approve❤️❤️❤️ @ShawnAccess @ShawnMendes

@jennifer31225 YES YOU AREEEE

“thank you to everyone in LA who made this the most special closing show” and has a picture of my face 😭😭 am i people who made it the most special closing show

@jennifer31225 I FREAKED OUT WHEN I SAW

OH MY GOD ME AND MY SIGN

GUYS ITS OOMF OMG

@jennifer31225 omg yes i saw and was like ITS OOMF

so yeah!

@jennifer31225 like about 300$

let’s play a game everyone place your bets on how much jennifer spends on merch tonight

btw i dreamt that i met harry styles while i was drinking a cup of tea and he asked me to join him for a tea date and he fell deep in love with me and i had to choose between him or my boyfriend. just thought id share this with you.

“You've got that touch, you've got a way of making everything okay You've got that face that I relate to feeling comfort, feeling safe When I don't have a place to go, my love, it's you that takes me home” #shawnmendes #eddiebenjamin #home @ShawnAccess @ShawnMendes

@NNilLotus me too frl… but he’s such a people pleaser 😭😭 and he doesn’t seem to be the kind of person that would let go of someone he loves

@shawnmannab I wonder why shwan is still working with these kinda of shit heads 😵‍💫

@InBetweenLive literally 😭

@shawnmannab Im the same🥴 every time I see her posts I just cringe coz it’s so out of touch

@starbyshawnmila pro israel repost

@shawnmannab waittt what did she post???

damn guys the pcd is still strong 😭😭 wtf

@shawnroses08 thank you 🥹🥹

@shawnmannab i totally get u🥺

okay so if you think im ungrateful or if you don’t like what im saying, keep in mind that im on my pcd rn lmao. but i’m so so so so sad that after 6 concerts in which 3 of them i was barricade or 2nd row, i got NO INTERACTION with shawn… i feel invisible. :((

@heavyonshawn i really hope so cuz it just feels unfair… 😞

@shawnmannab same still no hug after all this time:( it’s okay our day will come it wasn’t meant to be

@inmybloodshawn i hope so 😞 thank you❤️‍🩹

@lwtfearlesrry thank you 😞😞

it’s not even funny i can’t stop crying

@mendeshesitate my eyes literally were stuck on him and he didn’t look at me, not once. worst part is that in 2 of those 3 shows where i was close, he looked and interacted with my boyfriend more than once….

@shawnmannab omg don’t feel stupid😭😭 if you were close to him in any of the concerts i swear he saw you even if he didn’t directly interact with you

AND NOW IM GONNA GET MYSELF DRUNK. goodnight😀😀😀

@mendeshesitate i literally can’t stop crying and i feel so stupid cuz i’m like …. “why am i crying over someone that doesn’t know i exist” but the love is so strong that i just can’t help it and wish he knew it

@shawnmannab i really understand what you’re saying and specifically when you see the same people having the same interactions over and over again, but don’t worry, i know you’ll have your moment with shawn and it’s going to be so special trust me ❤️🫂

anyway, all of this to say that i’m heartbroken that after being a fan for 10 years and having this insane love for him that is incomparable with anything i’ve ever felt i still feel completely invisible. i was right there in front of me and he still didn’t see me…

and i know it’s dumb to say this but i genuinely don’t think that most ppl that got the barricade hugs have as much love for him as i have (this is the pcd talking probably but pls validate my feelings lmao)