do or die

Jalan sendirian, wangi, bawa duit, bawa hp, selesai.

Ada tulisan cantik banget, kira-kira begini isinya: “semoga kamu selalu dipertemukan dengan seseorang yang dapat berbicara bahasa mu, sehingga kamu tidak perlu menghabiskan waktu seumur hidup untuk menerjemahkan jiwamu..”

lagu sal yang “ada titik-titik di ujung doa” ini always brings me back to my parents, and to a lifetime of forgiveness; for them and for myself.

I Told my Therapist: “I feel safest when I do everything alone.” She didn't even ask why. She just said, "That's not independence. That's grief. And I swear. I felt something in me break open. Because it is grief, isn't it? Grief for every time you asked for help and no one showed up. Grief for being the child who had to hold it all together while everyone else fell apart. Grief for realizing way too young, that no one was ever really coming to save you. You didn't choose to be strong. You had to be.

that moment when you burst into tears in your room and you realize that no one knows how unhappy you are.

sometimes, I wish someone will looked closely to my eyes and notice how physically, mentally and emotionally drained I am.

Ya Allah please make everything easier for my future.

kenapa ya orang tua bisa dengan mudah ngucap hal hal yang bisa nyakitin hati anaknya dan ngelupain hal itu juga dengan mudahnya, tanpa tau mungkin ucapannya bisa dan selalu membekas di hati anak sampai kapanpun.

ada kalimat yang selalu aku jadikan reminder: teruslah mempermudah urusan orang lain, urusanmu biarlah Tuhan yang mempermudah. teruslah membuat orang lain bahagia, kebahagiaanmu biarlah Tuhan yang beri.

parents are so crazy because they can say the most fucked up shit to you when your brain is forming and it sets the tone for your whole adult mind set and then they forget about it the next day

i'm a type C girl... - i can deep clean the whole house. or ignore a laundry pile for days. - i can give a motivational pep talk, or need one myself. - i can be 20 mins early or walk in 20 mins late. - i can go to bed at 8pm, or scroll reels until the sun comes up.

btw i'm buradul

Kalo bini lu jelek abis lu nikahin, berarti lu miskin bang. Point-nya itu.

coffee is genuinely the best beverage of all time

Cita-cita w simple aja slow living with infinity money 🙏🏻