violet

do you ever eat something and then pretend like you didn’t just do that because same

“There is nothing worse than a fight among girls with eating disorders over who is the fattest.” —Jenni Schaefer

decided that i don’t have a goal weight, i have a goal size

the box of tissues next to me in the therapist’s office is peer pressuring me to cry

my period finally arrived 3 weeks late thank god i didn’t fuck up my hormones entirely

it’s been confirmed greek yogurt is my ultimate safe food

having an eating disorder fucking sucks

you know that moment after you eat but before the regret hits

i’m sick of calories ruling my life why can’t they let me live in peace

non-ed accounts finding ed twitter and judging us for having mental illnesses and creating a space to share our experiences, feel less alone, find solidarity, validation and comfort in a community of people who share a common struggle? i g2g

i want to buy a scale that measures body composition and obsess over my muscle and fat percentage rather than my weight

green tea for dinner tonight cheers, ladies

making a list on my phone of healthy habits i’d like to work towards like drinking lemon water daily

my doctor told me that my ed is about vanity … so that’s incorrect

i literally don’t care what people think of me as long as they think i’m skinny

ew im getting the urge to skip dinner but i’m trying not to restrict this is rude

i don’t even realize i have food rules until i try to step outside them lol

i’m at home for a week so i’m trying not to restrict but i feel bloated all the time