wraith

⠀ ── ཐི ˚₊ ๋࣭🕸️ ๋࣭₊˚ ཋྀ ── Wraith | 23 | she/her Pro-recovery | mdnf not new to shedtwt (relapsing) #shedtwt | #shtwt | #edtwt ── ཐི ˚₊ ๋࣭🕸️ ๋࣭₊˚ ཋྀ ──

no point trying to restrict while I'm visiting my parents, I'm just gonna have to gain and lose it once I'm back in my own place

pre-parents visit weight is 34.1 kgs

how much weight can Wraith gain in four days? I guess we'll see!

I feel like this is how people react when I tell them im not doing okay

@peachkittiii I developed a tornado special interest completely out of nowhere, right at the end of getting my psych degree. I'd never be able to work in meteorology because I'm so godawful at maths and science, but I'd love to study them and storm-chase 😭

i would love to be a meteorologist and/or storm chaser that's been my dream career since late elementary school so probably like 8/9ish years but after a certain point it's extremely hard for me to understand calculus, like i can do basic stuff but then a whole bunch of other-

I wish people randomly offered me weed as much as middle school health classes made it seem they would

@bloodyparfait this is why I need to be the cannibalised, not the cannibal

I need to go back to trauma therapy but I desperately don't want to do that

it completely baffles me we separate two mental illnesses by a singular biomarker that doesn't reflect the degree of distress of the illness. I can't believe we diagnose people with "failure anorexia." AAN was my first dx and I was forced into treatment for it

Cutting then having somone lick the blood..

I don't mean to sound harsh, I've had similar experiences. My sh became exponentially worse once I learned techniques and normalised certain degrees of harm from online sh communities. I have very mixed and complicated feelings about this. Your experience of harm is very real.

There's a reason these spaces are called proana communities (shtwt branched off proana, as far as I know) They have never hidden the fact that they're disordered. You have to take accountability for your own choices - if these spaces are harming you, don't interact with them ↓

ALL MY CLOTHES ARE BAGGY NOW! all my clothes are baggy now…

accidentally slept for half the day again ugh

@d3m0lvr your sweater is so cool woah

goodmorning peoples i am at the doctors

everyone gets so tired of you being so sad all the time when you have the so sad all the time disease

"can oomfs dm??" oomfs can slit my shit idc

a solid 70% of my diet is chobani yoghurt and coffee

i hate everyone on tt fym ana journey