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@sidneycitrus
using this account to like artwork :P 🍊🪻🦇
19 Katılım Aralık 2021
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@HELLVETICA350 @letthesuntalk i guess i still wanna hold onto this plausible deniability. it helps that i've chosen a unisex name. if my family ever finds that out i can just say "oh it's just an alias i use online!" but fuck, i'll have to rip off the bandaid eventually if i actually wanna transition
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@letthesuntalk @sidneycitrus yeah because being out as trans causes nearly every aspect of your life to change, and the fear of the possibility of losing the stability you already have seems more important than appeasing the unending despair of dysphoria. i fear i will always be like a deer in headlights
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it's so weird feeling so represented in a way you could never see before.
i personally have yet to accept that i'm transgender. sometimes i barely recognize myself as someone worthy of being anything that it makes me selfless (in a negative way) in all paths of life +
dr. sigma freud@reyookah
award-nominated comic i made about a closeted trans girl suffering through the era of 2000s internet (1/4)
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@HELLVETICA350 @letthesuntalk it's even riskier when you still depend on your family for resources and a place to live. i don't wanna come out until i've at least moved out and started transitioning. in a perfect world i wouldn't even come out at all, but it'll get to a point where it would be weird not to 😵
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“goodbye cruel world” i say as i press the button that makes everyone nice
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@HELLVETICA350 @letthesuntalk ik that shouldn't stop me from coming out to them anyways at a more appropriate time. but i just wish a friend would've start an honest conversation with me about it. normalize transvestigating your friends, or something, idk 😭 FREE ME!!!
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@HELLVETICA350 @letthesuntalk SAME, i feel like everyone knew and didn't wanna say anything. in high school i had a friend who would make passing remarks about me being trans. maybe i should've fessed up to her, but it was always during class when i couldn't just drop a bombshell of a confession like that </3
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@letthesuntalk UGH SAME. what i need is to move out into a place with roommates i can confide in. then they'd convince me to transition. i'd say yeahhh i guess it wouldn't hurt (FINALLY I'M FREE!!!) and then if my parents find out, they can blame my roommates not me lol
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@sidneycitrus isn't it weird that this inaction only stops when something is out in jeopardy? or rather when someone makes the decision for you?
i personally want to be coerced into coming out. i could never have the guts to do it myself. i wish it was easier
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@HELLVETICA350 @letthesuntalk god that reminds me, recently my mom was going through her old emails and found a link to my youtube channel. she noticed the channel had a different name, my new name, and i was mortified. i played dumb and lied about it getting hacked, but secretly i wish she found out 😭
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@sidneycitrus @letthesuntalk so insane to see im not the only one who feels like this. i fear being outed so much but i feel like if no one does it i'll just live my entire life in the closet, miserably. i just cant seem to find the willpower or courage to change by myself which makes me feel more guilty
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one more year until minecraft youtubers lose interest
wattles 💎@itiswattles
🎂 Minecraft was first released on May 17, 2009. 17 YEARS AGO TODAY. This means Minecraft is now old enough to illegally drink in all 50 US States!
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this nigga said im a learnasaurus i learn its what i do 😭😭😭😭
QWESixSeven@QSixseven
this whole scene made me love gobbles so much more. #gameoverse
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I've thought about it many times and I have an ingenious solution
Olivia Collins@collinscreates
Fix your glasses logic! 👓🐈Learn how glasses fits in human ears vs animal heads. save this now.
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