iz. alcoholic era

Obvi the syringe isn’t filled bc I’m sanitary 😭

Dinner w my glp that I lied about my weight to get

Idk it made me feel so grateful haha :,)) she said the only thing she’s going to press and tell me I should do is to create again bc I’m a creative and that made me happy

Started going to therapy & I opened up abt my ed and I cried. When she asked me why, I told her that I was scared she’s going to want me to get better. After we talked abt why I don’t, she literally told me “I’m not going to ever make you do anything that you don’t want to do.”

I’m sorry but HUH? 😭

irl mfs be like: omg you lost sm weight! i didnt tell you but you were so fucking humongous and disgusting lol 😂 you rlly let yourself go hahaha but now youre skinny 😜 didnt want to tell you and be insensitive 😊❤️‍🩹

God I haven’t gotten my period in months

how it feels to be on edtwt

it is SO hard to lose weight i have already lost before. it's not exciting anymore, and it feels like it doesn't count. i'm just fixing what i messed up

I love her as a human, but as a partner? Even if I try to bring this up to her, she’d gaslight me and just make me feel like shit.

She makes more money and that’s it.

I’m a lesbian married to a woman and atp I think I’d rather a lavender marriage w a traditional gay man. At least a man would do some of the chores. At least sex would be quick (my wife doesn’t reciprocate at all). I do literally every chore. I cook. I clean. I do everything.

When I lay down I can see my ribcage again maybe life IS worth living

🙏

for my next trick I will lose an alarming amount of weight to make people care about me

i wanna be skinny fuck israel

if u binged ur way up to ur highest weight u can starve ur way down to ur lowest

she’s so goals i’m sick

i think about this often