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i was perfect here :( then i ruined everything. pinned until i get back to this weight

literally want to cry i feel horrible about myself i was hanging out with friends a couple weeks ago and we were doing makeup and took pictures and i look so huge :( i want to die

tried to make something healthy and it came out really bad and now i’m pissed off

i love in the way only a girl who was ugly and neglected as a child can

“everybody fucking hates me” was ingrained in me at 8 years old so now to this day no matter how close someone is to me i will always wonder if they actually like being my friend

i often forget self harm is like the worst thing to do from the pov of a normal person

how it feels trying to ignore food noise

being 28 and wanting to self harm is like oh okay so you’re 28 and still 14 at the same time

for a girl whos scared of food you do eat a lot

why is this so hard i just need to get skinny again

@futsakuba it’s so annoying like he wants me to do everything for him

i hate my dad i’m not your mom or wife i’m your kid

How it feels when you have a vacation coming up that you need to lose weight for

everything looks 100x cooler when ur skinny ♥︎⚔️

goals for this year

ed to lose at least 30 pounds in the next couple weeks

got a vaccine yesterday and my head hurts :(

this time yesterday i was tripping

@St4rvingDyk3 yes 😭

@sleepycutz FIFTY????? 😭😭

took a 50 mg edible yesterday had the worst high

@dreamywl it almost did 😭

@sleepycutz This would actually take me out tbh