noelle + ur favorite alcoholic

hi i’m noelle, here’s my intro * she:her * 20 * shedtwt + drugtwt * always changing my layout * cw : 63.50 kg * gw : 49.0 kg * alcoholic * i want moots so i follow back + talk to me + love u #shedtwt #edtwt #shtwt #drugtwt

i think my thighs are fucking massive and i didn’t realize until today FUCK

hi i’m noelle, here’s my intro * she:her * 20 * shedtwt + drugtwt * always changing my layout * cw : 63.50 kg * gw : 49.0 kg * alcoholic * i want moots so i follow back + talk to me + love u #shedtwt #edtwt #shtwt #drugtwt

#drugtwt PLEASE give me tips on finding dealers!!! i moved and have been having a hard time asking around or finding anybody!! any help is appreciated thank uu

it’s crazy how being ugly can ruin your life lowkey

@Nymph0ni ILYTTT

good night my dear virtual angels, i’ll see you tomorrow 🩷 i love AAALLLLL OF YOU

Last song + last 5 mutuals :) - - @deadb1tch116 @reiubi_ @_sheezp @mcybemem0ries @honeyhourz

i wish all of my mutuals could hang out with me while i’m drunk im so much fun

can someone count me down on my shots i’m fucking awful at actually taking them

tonight’s menu is cigarettes, a beatbox, jameson and some pot #youngandturnt

@Nymph0ni literally.. days fly by that way too so i’m not tempted

@smokinglungss genuinely getting drunk for CHEAP 😭 alcohol calories also never count ~

being a drunk anorexic is easy bc when you drink on an empty stomach it only takes a few shots

@smokinglungss for sure i bet it’s difficult for both of you, idk if you wish to recover but if you do im sure they’ll stick with you through it and you can work together 🩷 for now we are all very proud of you for just being alive! that’s worth celebrating too! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

partner visited for the first time in a month and said they were sad that i was living the way i do when they’re not around.. what does that mean

@Nymph0ni thank you, you’re a sweetheart 💕 i’m not used to being taken care of and they’re the best thing to happen to me but they’ve never been disordered so they don’t understand ed, addiction or depression, which is good but makes it harder to explain to them when things are like this

@smokinglungss it’s lovely to have someone who loves you and cares about you enough to be worried, you are very lucky (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) obviously if we could just stop then we wouldn’t be disordered but hopefully this can be some motivation for you to be kinder to yourself! 🩷

cw: fat gw: not fat

@dandelionteabag @faintingswan no because genuinely they want to dumb it down and say “just eat” or try to say ur not fat as if it will magically heal everything ?? i think about what i eat and my body 24/7, its a fucking parasite

people without eating disorders will never understand how truly horrible this disorder is. I have lost the entirety of my teenage years. we don't choose to have this. it isn't some fun cute hobby or game that we can just put down at anytime. it is a mental disorder. have empathy