paige ⋆｡𖦹 °.𓇼⋆❀˖°

april 01 weigh in - 113.4 lbs goal by end of month: 105 lbs or lower

i can't to ghis anymore

hhahahahaa so i'm actually so far and disgusting i don't deserve tho live just kill me gebuineoy genuinely i want to die

@i_waitf0ry0u my female doctor would do this

a couple times when i went to the doctor when i was younger i would be laying down and he would like lift up the top of my pants n underwear and then say "just checking if everythings going smoothly down there" with a weird ass smile and it was ALWAYS a man is this weird or no

when all ur friends hate u but at least u can starve in peace

got on the scale and sobbed, it hasn't moved in days

@cinnamonboytwt damnnn u thought

bmi 19.9

@twiginthewind same twin 🫩

At the point where I literally cannot take a bite of food without smoking weed first

When you’re normal skinny and not ribs showing thigh gap malnourished skinny

when im high i get hungry but when im not high i want to die. decisions must be made

@fru1tl0v3r WHOOOO tf says stuff like this...

killing myself i’m so fucking fat

i'm so scared i have reverse dysmorphia bc wdym i thought i looked good at my hw

@tuliepi above 800 for meee PERSONALLY

how many cals would u consider a lot for daily intake?

i feel less in control over my eating than when i didn't have this disorder, i think about food constantly and i can't stop myself from binging sometimes

@V4MPlREM0NEY it's like i know this already but it's so calming to hear lol

ts so corny but its so good to hear

apple sandwich!! chicken salad, laughing cow, arugula (219 c total)

ok so the more i lose the fatter i look?? i feel like im going insane

@cutesydahlia it actually makes me so mad and idek why

@l4rd4ss deadass the cals are the only reason i'm not an alcoholic

should I go sober guys …. Just because of the calories

my fat ass roommate has ordered doordash two days in a row, let's see if today makes 3