helena .ᐟ

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helena .ᐟ

@solarvertigo

MDNI + MV + UNDER CO. Katılım Ekim 2023
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well maybe she’s both. maybe neither. he may just have to find out himself.
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what do you think?
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kaia.ᵎᵎ im going to — i think this may be a sign… i fear i need to make a new oc
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been swamped at the store — god she needs a break.
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@lwyrupd her heart rate rose again, her gaze moving from the window to his face, suddenly feeling like the car could crash at any minute. “y-you’re serious? tom i can’t—” she hesitated, “i can’t tell you to leave her. it’s — tell me i’m being crazy, tell me i can’t ask that of you.”
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@solarvertigo "no, i'm serious," once again, that ardent desire to slam the break and stop the car. tom couldn't face her now, other cars headlights lit up his face. "what do you want me to do .ᐣ it's obvious that i like you too."
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@remnardor you are really bold for someone who works at a sex shop. how do you know i wouldn’t like it, hmm? i’m a slut, yes, but aren’t all sluts different?
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sometimes i think about men in ways that are likely concerning to feminism.
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@inscripteds helena took her job seriously — that and she did have a rather frantic mind, it wasn’t surprising she was still there at one am. checking in on a few groups before landing there. a smile as her eyes landed on, “morgan pierce, it’s an honor to meet you,” her hand outstretched.
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@lwyrupd the old familiar feeling crept back, spreading across her chest and into her stomach, sinking further. her fingernails now digging into her skin, “i- i don’t know—” her voice quieter, hesitant, almost entirely unconfident. “i’m just being — forget it…”
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@solarvertigo "and how would you acquire what you want, lena .ᐣ" tom is keeping his voice low and sweet, he is talking to her with a tenderness that's rarely seen in him. the only moment it appears is when he's talking to his daughters.
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@lwyrupd she was slightly surprised by his words, relieved that he wasn’t fuming. her fingers pressed against her knees, listening to his words carefully. she laughed gently, “oh come on, tom. that’s not —” she took another breath, “i deserve what i want, don’t i?”
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@solarvertigo and full of joie de vivre. you deserve someone who's not married."
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@lwyrupd she put her head in her hands, groaning — entirely embarrassed. this truly wasn’t usual for her. she knew how to keep things casual, open… secret. “i think so…” the words sad, tinged with frustration. “this isn’t normal for me, i swear!”
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@solarvertigo "oh," tom almost pulled over again, stepping on the breaks. he didn't, he just kept driving. mind playing catch up, this was a first for him. "i think i understand. lena, are you catching feelings .ᐣ"
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@lwyrupd lena chuckled, shaking her head. “no, no, you aren’t…” she took another deep breath, unsure if she should keep trying. “i think about you a lot. i want to impress you and be seen with you,” finding it harder to keep looking at him.
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@solarvertigo "uh - huh, okay," tom nodded, not quite getting it yet. he's concentrated on the conversation, carefully listening to her words. "well, i think those are just nice things to do. i'm not all bad."
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@lwyrupd she almost reached for the volume, desperate to change the subject for fear of ruining what they had now. she took a breath then continued, “i like that you listen to me… and that you don’t belittle me or make me feel stupid. i like that you don’t expect much from me…”
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@solarvertigo "no, come on," fingers twisted the knob on the stereo, the volume fell until it bordered on imperceptible. "explain yourself. i promise i'm listening."
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@lwyrupd she looked over at him, seemingly embarrassed by word choice. “i— i meant it more like…” she sighed gently and pulled her legs to her chest. “i shouldn’t like you the way i do, i guess… maybe… i don’t know maybe i’m just fucking crazy.”
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@solarvertigo surprised, tom snorted a loud chuckle. his head turned slightly to meet her gaze. "harsh words, why's that .ᐣ"
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@lwyrupd helena smiled as he pulled away, turning the stereo back on. humming along as she watched the world pass by. distracted by how the joint from earlier hit, she never picked up another one. “i didn’t think i would like you,” the words slipping from her without a thought.
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@solarvertigo "we're not that far," the car was back to life again, roaring and purring as the left that secluded spot on the beach. tom kept riding north, his attention solely focused on the road. that joint from earlier had started to hit, it was heavy stuff.
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