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⠀⠀ 𝐉𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒 𝐁. 〆̸ 𝐁𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐄𝐒 ⠀⠀⠀𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐟 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝒘𝐫͟𝐨͟𝐧͟𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝒘𝐫͟𝐨͟𝐧͟𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝚖𝚎 .ᐟ ⠀⠀

i wanted, desperately, to be redeemed by you. i wanted you to take my guilt and chew it up. i wanted you to eat the version of me that existed before i met you. i wanted you to fix me. i wanted. i just wanted. my whole life is wanting. i want everything.

you asked me many times if you scared me， but i never felt scared of you， not even once from the first time i met you.

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ "I don't judge people on their worst mistakes."ㅤ

i will speak to you in the language you understand: violence.

⠀ (it's a routine they've fallen into. clint slips out of his armour and into the seat across from them, legs intertwined, knocking. bucky loves playing medic, and clint has a habit of getting hurt more often than not. tonight it's » ⠀

even after everything, i still love you from the bottom of my heart. that's why i'll bear your sins with you.

you're the first person i've ever wanted to hold on to. i don't really have a name for that emotion， but i have decided to call it love.

fine, as long as they're quick. he's starvin’ * 💜