anne

bereksperimen dengan hidupku dengan tidak mendatangi psikolog/psikiater just to see how far i can bear this. 💀💀💀

i need to fucking it to be done

i need to get over this

says i numb but i feel everything, i feel so fucking much, i feel every fucking things, i feel broke, i feel restless

i rlly need like jump on the bridge in front of everyone lol

trying not to end my life and all you care about is my messy room and bad attitude

God please tell me, what did i do wrong in this life that make me suffer all of this?

gua cape nangis terus, cape sakit hati terus, gua cape dijudge orang terus

Current mood: Romanticizing my own breakdown.

next piercing is gonna be a bullet through my skull

damn

i hate my face i hate my hair i hate my body why cant i just die

you are not broken you are young and learning how to live

i wanna live alone in a small apartment so i can smoke and vape and drink and cut myself and touch myself and starve myself and no one would ever know because id never leave

When everyone is expecting a comeback from me but this is literally me rn