robin ❁ recoverytwt (ia)

📌 ⌦ robin ! ⌦ xe/they/star/pix pronouns ⌦ 18 years old ⌦ ed & sh recovery ⌦ more info in carrd <3 ⌦ cosmologyyy.carrd.co

i don't think i can commit to recovery right now. i thought i was doing better, and i should be doing better since i've been here since 2022, but i just can't handle it rn. i'm probably going to relapse. (but tbh with my commitment issues i might be back here in a week who knows)

my sister convinced me to go to the pool with her tomorrow and on the one hand it's gonna be fun, but that means wearing a swimsuit in public for the first time in years and with the way my body looks idk how i'll feel about that :(( i wanna go to make her happy but im scared

life update!! i finally got to meet with my therapist after a few weeks of them being on vacation (yippee!!!)

i got to work but my boss isnt here yet and its raining so i just ? let myself in ? not sure if i'm allowed to do that but oh well

(stolen tee hee) im curious what do you think i sound like?? :3

i went to the arcade today and i won him ‼️‼️‼️ my son

@0101ley thank you 🫶

@spacec4se ed's dont have a weight you can still die even ow and im sure you'll find a weight your comfortable with you just need to trust the process

// vent , weight talk i weighed myself and i know it was a terrible idea but i just couldnt help it,, and im overweight. ive gained like 30 pounds since i started this acc and i don't think i can handle that i wanna be skinny again i'm so so scared

@0101ley i'll try not to think about it too much <3 i guess i'm just worried because i wasn't uw when i started recov and now it's been over a year and i'm technically ow :( idk if it's gonna settle

@spacec4se your weight will settle in time your obv going to gain weight in recov but it will eventually settle in time when your better please dont worry too much about it

@emoryisexisting i'm not sure honestly :( i started recov at a healthy weight and now im technically overweight, and it's making me feel like trying to get better wasn't really worth it since i'm less healthy now than i was before i decided to recover. i'm scared that i'm doing everything wrong

going to bed but my cousin just sent me this picture!! i didn't think they caught my little heart on camera 😭

autistics n their relationship w clowns n jesters fr

@recoverytulipa i've never felt so called out

good morning everyone :))) im excited to finally be done with most of my graduation stuff - now i have a few days to just relax before i have to go to work again

@m_tellme tysm :D

ever since middle school, i was sure that i wouldn't graduate. i thought i'd either die or drop out. but crazily enough, i made it through high school and i have my diploma to prove it !! i am officially done with school!!! (unless i decide to go to college lol)

@tiniesize woohoo!!! we did it :)

I AM OFFICIALLY A HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATE

i'm graduating today ...

@0chuumiyu wahhh yay :D

would you do my route in a dating sim?