spencer | edtwt

i may regret taking that lax tomorrow

food waste is okay. food waste is okay. food waste is okay. food waste is okay. food waste is okay. food waste is okay. food waste is okay. food waste is okay. food waste is okay. food waste is okay. food waste is okay. food waste is okay. food waste is okay. food waste is okay.

been going over my goal intake lately but ive been burning a lot so idgaf

groceries

@rottingfruits good luck oomfie!!!! i wish you all the best :))

I’m going to recover. I’m gonna deactivate this account in 24 hours so people have the chance to know where I went, but then I’m gone. I think it’s finally time to stop doing this to myself

theyre saying mini may is actually massive may and skinny starts in june 👀👀👀👀👀

people who hate sweet treats r not real!!! wdym you DONT want cake??? cookies??? wdym u feel NOTHING w sweets!!? WHAT DO U MEANNNNN!!!?

malnourished may is over it’s officially maintenance may <//3

im afraid of the alcohol in my fridge because of the calories but i really wanna binge on a whole pack of oreos. ah eating disorders,,,,,

brushing my teeth doesnt even help with food anymore its so over

@iluvmycats777 i have no food in my apartment but every bone in my body is telling me to go to the fucking circle k so ive locked myself in my bedroom in hopes that nothing possesses me to leave🫡🫡

@spenceaholic walk away from the food, take a shower or bath, go outside, go for a drive or walk, do whatever to get away from food

how do you stop yourself from binging someone help

WHY IS FIGHTING BINGE URGES SO FUCKING HARD and i know its not reactive. im heavily emotional and have been all day to matters unrelated to food

i want to binge so bad i feel like im gonna explode if i dont. it is good that i have no food to make or eat but the circle k is a block away. someone sedate me please

i cant stop eating

i sleep in and then walk for 3 hours to avoid eating

2 packs of jello eaten. only 80 cals yay

pro tip make a bunch of sugar free jello. binge urges are strong but at least its just a bunch of jello

@rottingfruits hell yeah!!!!!

I haven’t had an eating disorder in 4 days and idec. I wouldn’t call it semi-recov or recov I legitimately just haven’t cared