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@ArtzyYT Your health is very important. Take time rest. Find a good workout to release your stress. And when you think you can, slowly come back. Keep up the hard work bro.
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Just wanna start off by apologising to anybody who joined my super short stream today and proceed to watch me have the start of a mental breakdown.
I've been really wanting to get back into streaming lately but ive got a lot going on mentally these past few weeks and im drained.
My sleep schedule is off and when I do get sleep, its in short increments. I'm constantly stressed with my work and wanting to do better but the more I try, the more I want to quit and disappear. Trying to put a happy face on when deep down I feel numb. Theres so much more I'm going through but you dont need the details.
I think what didnt help in tonight's case was that just an hour before I went live, one of my dogs ended up having a seizure (shes okay now, shes just a little shaken up is all, but shes fine) and then the fact I just sliced my thumb again, just made me snap. Im sorry.
Im gonna take some time away from streaming. I'm sorry.
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Finally. A worthy contender.
SoundsLikeRonen@SoundsLikeRonen
i've never expected so many people to see my posts. Thank you all ♥ Here, have another
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