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I can’t do ts anymore. It’s too much for me. I loved creating but I’ve gotten to the point where everything I make is shit. I appreciate yall being here and supporting as these times go. But I think I have to put the mask down for my own sanity. Thank you for an amazing year.

we did it. after months of grinding. getting banned on twitch. we as a community stuck through it all and made it. as of today I am proud to announce that I am officially partnered on twitch. and all i can say is thank you. this is a huge monument. and its only just the start.

let’s give what the people want… let’s chat @SonyPictures

@ArtzyYT Your health is very important. Take time rest. Find a good workout to release your stress. And when you think you can, slowly come back. Keep up the hard work bro.

Just wanna start off by apologising to anybody who joined my super short stream today and proceed to watch me have the start of a mental breakdown. I've been really wanting to get back into streaming lately but ive got a lot going on mentally these past few weeks and im drained. My sleep schedule is off and when I do get sleep, its in short increments. I'm constantly stressed with my work and wanting to do better but the more I try, the more I want to quit and disappear. Trying to put a happy face on when deep down I feel numb. Theres so much more I'm going through but you dont need the details. I think what didnt help in tonight's case was that just an hour before I went live, one of my dogs ended up having a seizure (shes okay now, shes just a little shaken up is all, but shes fine) and then the fact I just sliced my thumb again, just made me snap. Im sorry. Im gonna take some time away from streaming. I'm sorry.

I love my community

Finally. A worthy contender.

@AkinatonOsti bro.

Petter Lagger

Merry Lagmas 🕷️❤️

f*ck you twitch.

Black Friday is wild. I walked into target and left with a new TV, three bruises, and a child that wasn’t mine.

I need my Mary frames 😔

yeah. I’m afraid of women

No steam tonight. In need of a break <3