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It really is different when it's a parent that dies. A different grief and emptiness. Like smth connected to me is just gone. And now I'm left to look at her when I look at myself in the mirror everyday. We celebrate her tomorrow, and it's so real and raw now. It hurts.

@totheradiantyou @StephieSmallls When it's in drinks and stuff like that I don't notice anything but when I eat the actual fruit it happens, I'm anaphylactic with strawberries so I figured it was the kiwis acidity or smth dumb not a allergy lol (I do always wash my fruit!)

@squid01378512 @StephieSmallls ppl saying kiwi allergy but that doesn’t happen with the fruit itself only the skin?

girls in my sorority would eat kiwis with the skin on to shit their brains out and look skinny for pool parties

Now that it's 80⁰F again, I remember why I had to stop sitting in this room all day and had to start sitting next to a man who can't keep his hands to himself. And I will die of heatstroke before that man puts his hands on my body ever again.

One day I'll be deserving of feeling something more and better than hurt. One day I'll deserve to be allowed to put the money towards food, a home, underwear, really just all of the needs I've let be neclted my entire life. But that day prob won't come.

Would shein or Amazon be better for xs clothes? Gotta do it cheap, including delivery

@musesiq I had a failed stent placed in my renal (kidney) vein, have never felt such intense pain in my abdomen/back. Stent was way too big and pushing on other important organs and veins and stuff💀, I spent at least a week in the hospital and I think over a month of pain management

i’m curious, what is the worst physical pain you’ve ever felt?

Mom just died, college troubles, financial troubles, dog troubles, health troubles... and you wanna talk about finally getting a place? Literally the worst timing. I have no brain left. I am just a empty shell rn.

@pixyrot I've thrown mine away ever since I ate around the mold and had the worst perfume tasting sandwich (I've drank perfume before and it's the only thing close to what my bread tasted like💀)

quick question if theres a tiny bit of mold on ur bread are u supposed to just pick it off and continue or throw the whole thing away because my mom always just wants me to eat around it im

@CrxzyBitxh Oh poor baby, I really hope he feels better quickly. I cant imagine how terrifying that was for both of you:( he's such a good dog and super lucky to have you, a pet parent that's trying to help him feel better

Ive been quiet 🤫 Mr Maverick got ATTACKED AGAIN. 😭 The other dogs was off leash and owner not bothered in the slightest. Maverick was on a lead and by my side. I feel like i can't protect him.😢 Its been a difficult week as its unlocked the trauma of the previous attack.😰

Can't grieve if you can't be yourself and don't get a break for 2 weeks straight. Let's not forget the 2 classes I'm gonna have to pay for failing now bc you A GROWN MAN can't let his daughter be a fucking human being in the world. I AM NOT YOURS

I just wanna be me again.

@swansongblond My goal too 💪

Guys I swear im going to spend my life attempting to change the American medical system of die in the process

Im seriously close to disappearing with a backpack

Genuinely need someone who can tell me if I need to get my ankle looked at.... I ran myself over with a shopping cart

Disappeared for a weekend to grieve my mother. I needed it, but my paternal side is so pissed now.

@puppystarves When you're low on juice I've noticed charging the battery separate keeps it from tasting burnt, I love these ones

LOL WYM I CAN HIT THIS W/O THE BATTERY AND I WAS JUST BAMBOOZLED BY CAPITALISM AGAIN

Grief is so weird. Wake up and it's like "Hey your mom died yesterday"

@swansongblond As you should! They deserve the chaos and a change fs, it's sad to see the waste

@squid01378512 I am more motivated than ever to not only change society on a fundamental level, but if one of the fast food or grocery store jobs I’ve recently applied to hires me, and plan to cause absolutely chaos and mayhem

Are they??? I thought they donate the expired food? It’s not true???

Facebook still shows her active status 😭