❧ lexi ; ꣑ৎ

@zaiixvs It does work. I know it isn't the way you meant it, but it helped me a lot to eat unhealthier/calorically dense food when I was struggling really badly with taking anything in. I decided to eat "unhealthier" because it did help get energy in, at least short term.

Why can't I kill myself like why doesn't it work? I tried so many times in many different ways but my body doesn't want to give up?? Are there fool proof ways?

Unfortunately, in this household I am seen as nothing but a curse, someone to ignore and avoid at all costs. Or a ghost, to not be acknowledged even a little bit.

I ate so much today and its not even 1pm 💔

I messaged one of my classmates now that I really haven't talked a word to all school year so far, because she looked like really sad in our last class. Is it weird to do so? Like we haven't had a singular conversation, probably in the last two years.

@Lyn_hagg I've been struggling with binging like this for the past two weeks now I get it so much, Im so sorry love

I rlly think i should kms (i'm still eating more btw)

Finally my braces are goneeeee 😭🙏 It's been almost five years!!! But lowkey I miss my braces because why the fuck do my teeth look so huge Im more self conscious about my face now than I was before 🫩

@cherrystarrved I was first a diagnosed bulimic, then osfed and now an-r 😵‍💫

I feel like an adult, making appointments with grown up people and asking more grown up people about things I don't understand and filling out forms and stuff 😵‍💫

I may be able to get a babysitting job soon 🙂‍↕️

@juniebone 36.3kg, bmi 13.3

interaction bait :p what’s everyone’s ugw? mines 38kg - bmi 15.0

I finally mustered up the energy to shower, its been a while but now I'm clean again 🙂‍↕️ It was hard tbh but I did it finally lol

@trainwreckxic Same, it used to impact them only when I "demanded" it. They just don't care unfortunately.

I always see posts like “having an ED doesn’t just impact you, your friends and family will be distraught with concern” . But like they’re not. This really does just impact me how sick do I have to be before people notice or care

@cherrystarrved I love most foods sm I really love peaches and I love everything salted caramel (except drinks, they usually disappoint me), I love peanut butter, I love pizza, I love pasta, I love everything with tomatoes, especially homemade sauces, I love fries 😋

Last weekend it was -7°C here and now its +11°C, in a few days 15°C 😋 FINALLY ITS GETTING WARM AGAIN IM SO HAPPY

I slept for over 12 hours

@frilledgirl Me 🫩

sorry for not being active i binge basically every day now

I hate being at home, I'd 100% rather be at work or at school all day than be with my family for four hours.

No wonder my social skills are ass... Like why do I have to teach my MOTHER how to communicate?? Why do I have to tell her that she can't just ignore a question, as her answer???

Just yesterday I was like "damn I'm doing so good again the past few days, not counting calories, not feeling bad after eating, I'll enjoy it while it lasts!" And now I feel horrible again and ofc gained like a million pounds 🧍