ྐ❤︎

alone, alone i need him to come home i roam all on my own where-where did he go?

If you hurt me, i will hurt you back

don't think about the past, always there anyway and i will never die, i will never die

영생을 꿈꾸던 아이가 자해를 하고 자살시도를 하고 담배를 혐오하던아이가 담배를 배우고 알약도 못삼켰던아이가 약을 10알씩 삼키고

i hurt someone with stupid, dirty, filthy words. i’ll ignore it, but if i take it seriously, i’ll feel hurt again. i’m starting to hate something i used to love. you won’t do it and can’t do it. don’t talk like a hot shot.

what do you do with a loving feeling if they only love you when you're all alone

I know that even if someone would truly care about me i would make sure to hurt them in some way, because in the end im just a horrible person

will u ever (love me)

a heart's a heavy burden．

you'll never love me but let me delude myself over you. i'll die if i say the truth so continue to be my reason to stall my mother's heartbreak.

when i love someone they always love their alone more than they ever love me

i could be a new girl i will be a new girl

birthdays are the beginning of fated misfortune for children abandoned by god

birthdays are a curse.

you mustn't learn me.

everything went wrong when i turned 12

i don't know what to plead; to preach; to lecture; to beg; to cry; to advise: to get you to change.

worthless and incompetent

tired; fraught with exhaustion; weaved with fatigue infused needles; depleted by draining voids darted at every joint; seeping with invisible weight ten times over my skeletal capacity; wearied threads of flesh sapped of blood; burdensome cyclic thoughts carving away the skull

i dont wanna be here