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hiiii welcome to my digital diary! 🧸🧸🧸 - college student relapsing!! Yippeeeeeeeeee - 05, aries - diagnosed ana-r - HW: 175 -CW: big asfuck -LW: 115 - GW: 120

@desire__lines They’re so fucking good they taste JUST like fruit loops to me

@starving4me pls tell me if the lemon bite ones are good i wanna try them so bad

Target haul😩😩😩

me and my reverse body dysmorphia 🫩

its hard to lose weight but i think if i woke up skinny i'd be able to maintain it

I NEED to lock in today #bed #edtwt

15 year old me was so much better at starving than 20 year old me is😭

“do you struggle with an eating disorder” YES im so bad at this shit

how it feels to eat 1000cal while everyone else is fasting with 30k steps

can’t eat fruit, sky is on fire, and going outside costs $100 now. everything’s great

dior spring summer collection (2005)

@1fyu4a Almond moms when you have ED; have you tried a diet? Like no never crossed my mind!!

my mom suspected i relapsed but i told her i was just not sleeping well and she just sent me a youtube short saying that to fix ur sleeping schedule u should go on a keto diet SHE JJST TOLD ME TO GO ON A DIET DISJFKDK

@chanellezss Def start taking a multivitamin if you aren’t yet! I try to hit my protein and fiber goal daily but everything else is in moderation tbh

do you guys still try to get your nutrients in your meals or just do ‘if it fits my macros’/junkorexic meals

How life feels knowing I’m freshly showered, under my cal limit for the day, and calling out of work tomorrow #edtwt #edrtwt

Non ED post bc I had this thought at work today about how fucking terrible the design of playgrounds are

Ahh yes a children’s playground. Let’s line the ground with four trillion sharp small wood pieces. Also make it so they will leave a thin layer of dirt on every part of your body including the inside of your lungs. Mmm perfect

@soleilastarves lol 20 sets of impregnating the air

idk any workout names i just start moving n shit and if it feels like a workout then yeah hip raises ?? humping the air ?? idfk

lowkey been grinding whatever the fuck this is and bf been calling my butt a lil peach #ok

@1fyu4a Moot this is so gorgeous im so fucking. jealous i wish my walks had scenery like this

the way this street has seen me go through every single emotion.. my comfort place 4evaaaa