steph♡

our bond was so so strong, I can only pray that he finds us again in his next life

I feel so sick. I can't handle the pain of his loss and I just dont know what to do. I just want him back. I'd give anything, do anything, to have him back.

it's not fucking fair. my heart is shattered

had to put one of my cats down today. im not okay

is anyone here a toy collector? im selling some of my collection to make some money after my cat's emergency vet visit and I'm kinda desperate.

"It's not that deep" is insane cause these are my feelings not yours.

at taking it everyday like im supposed to (i haven't taken it in over a month and stopped taking it regularly a few months ago lol) 🤷‍♀️

oh and before anyone tries to recommend it, yes I've gone to therapy. I went for half a year but stopped when they changed my therapists and I felt like it wasn't helping. i also have a psychiatrist who gives me medication to help with my depression and anxiety but I'm just bad

I forgot this account exists. here's some updates so ppl know im still alive - im still depressed - i still struggle to find reasons to keep going - im still broke - i have no friends except my few work friends - im constantly homesick (i live in cali now if u forgot)

overthinkers when the message feels a bit off

@FriendKoirby maybe. i just blame it on my mental health that has severely gotten worse. ty for the reminder, koirby. im just very alone

@steph__exe If it makes you feel better I tear up over darn near everything I think that just happens when you get older And you'll always, always be my friend and be someone I care about 💕

okay they sang. was fun :3

these mfers better SING

casual reminder that @nsuifw exists 👀