I don’t know it’s a lot. I don’t know but I feel like I do know because it’s been so long. I have been dancing for so long and I just feel like that’s what I’m supposed to be doing but I also feel like maybe it’s not. I’m like 60% sure I’m supposed to be dancing.
I basically just want like a back up plan or dancing right now honestly, I could probably dance for like 10 more years, but I just want a back up an extra income prefer preferably passive
So yeah, chat I don’t really know where to go or what to do from here because I know I’m not going to be dancing in Missouri any longer. I will not be dancing in Kansas City. I know that I think.
And while I’ve been praying to God, nothing else has been funding me and making a profitable income from my business, besides dancing at this moment in time, honestly
If God has other plans for me, I’m begging him and I have been begging him to please let me know and please give me answer so I can make at least some type of income while I’m taking a break from dancing
The industry is horrendously, toxic and very manipulative and it’s not a good reputation to have but I’m beautiful and to this day I still make money from dancing whether it’s in person online privately I mean, I’m not even confused anymore. I really know
I’mma still try to do side businesses with my current business, but it’s just a different type of satisfaction that I get from dancing. I don’t know how to describe it. Honestly I just feel like it’s what I’m supposed to be doing.
Basically, I’m just like I really feel like God is telling me to still be a dancer and still do sex work. I know that don’t sound right, but literally nothing else has worked for me for years.
Chrisean rock’s new song really really helped me out today because I felt like a piece of shit and I just want to thank her for being alive because it really did help me
