心口镶钢筋

当别人问我来自哪里时，我总是难以坦然地说出“我来自中国🇨🇳”。每次说出口，心里都会涌起一种难以言喻的羞耻和压抑。很多时候，我甚至希望自己是台湾人🇹🇼、日本人🇯🇵，或者任何一个来自更文明、更自由社会的人。并不是因为我憎恨这片土地，而是因为我来自独裁统治的国家，我坚决反对共产党，我渴望拥有另一种身份，一种不必为国籍感到尴尬、不必在介绍自己时心生负担的身份。 When people ask me where I’m from, I often find it difficult to say openly, “I’m from China.🇨🇳” Every time I say it, I feel an indescribable sense of shame and oppression. Many times, I wish I were Taiwanese🇹🇼, Japanese🇯🇵, or from any society that is freer and more civilized. It is not because I hate the land where I was born. Rather, it is because I come from a country under authoritarian rule, and I firmly oppose the Chinese Communist Party. I long for a different identity—one that would not make me feel embarrassed about my nationality or burdened whenever I introduce myself to others.