full on permanently deleted all social casino accounts. i’m gonna focus on my happiness and enjoying the content i put out. got too wrapped up in numbers and i lost myself love you guys live later today ❤️
and i’m only saying this so you guys just learn from me and don’t gamble. never do it unless it’s purely for fun. i was so joyous last year and now im a mere fraction of the person i used to be. i lost everything when it comes to emotion, honestly so stressed and mad 24/7 i hated it
i’m fucking crying bro why am i so STUPID. IDIOT BRO i chased my losses and made back 250$ i withdrew it all in USDT and sent that to my coinbase before swapping it back to USDC. i lost it all everything. i’m sick i can’t sleep idk what to do anymore. i permanently closed every account i have. i’m never going back bro i cant anymore im fully losing it
days like today make me grateful for people that care about me. almost lost it all man fr, my mental has been so bad lately. if anyone wants to play any games like fn val cs lmk ❤️
it’s something that was in my life a lot as a kid then i went away from it till i had my son. i’m not over the top but it definitely helps with the hard times and it helps you be a little more understanding of yourself n much more. regardless wish you nothing but the best for you bro ❤️
alright i calmed down,full transparency ive been going two months without pay. the only viewers i get anymore are when i gamble so of course im gonna try and put that content on as much as possible and try to secure a deal. that said days like today are why i just can’t stomach it anymore. if anyone can help me get in talks with a site for a deal id really appreciate it. until we get that ball rolling i’ll be back doing mainly VALORANT and some fortnite from time to time cuz thats my roots. Love you guys always thank you for the support 🫡❤️