ryan | ultimate larp student

i genuinely want to blow my shit clean off

ok my hair may or may not be pink

impulsively decided to bleach my hair

#mhtwt #venttwt #shtwt #mutuals #moots

ryan’s intro 🍀 - 19, pisces ♓︎ - mental health twt (mhtwt) and vent twt - pro recovery !! - diagnosed severe depression & anxiety + health ocd - 6 years clean of sh - i love danganronpa, class of 09, ddlc, minecraft & vodka c: i mutual everyone!! no dni, just be chill B)

i hate my coworkers dude 😐 try to be useful challenge: FAILED!

this scared the shit out of me

how it feels to be hyper aware of your mental illness when u genuinely dont have time to be mentally ill 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

id lowk end my shit rn but id have fomo cuz wdym i cant see everyones reactions

the urge to get worse to prove that things are bad

Trying to get through the week when I see no future for me

right back where i was when i was 13

venting here is useless, I need to buy a gun

i have nothing to live for anymore

💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭suicide....💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭sh...💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭suicide...💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭suicide.....💭💭💭💭suicide...💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭suicide💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭💭sui💭💭💭cide...

yoo stop calling me 😳😂😂😅chill

All of my friends talking to me

"¿por qué tardas tanto en responder?" el estado en el que me encuentro:

being friends with me is genuinely self harm lol