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@sunisidal

20 🫧 multiple guys, but really just one guy (who isn't a guy) en/fr

edtwt ʚɞ ic: @nigelgraz Katılım Ağustos 2023
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ciel@sunisidal·
twitter refuses to let my expanded bio save so i'm making this my pinned 😒😒
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ciel@sunisidal·
@rottingfruits do u wanna be ig oomfs even tho itd my personal
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deactivating in 24hr to recover
if you have a maintwt that is absolutely not ED related at all and you want to stay in contact, dm me it and i'll follow you on there. warning that my twitter is like basically just a video game twitter tho
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ciel@sunisidal·
i'm also not at a point in my life where i can be 100% focused on this, so it's like... yeah i can try and widen my safe food list but i got a job rn so uhh bread for dinner it is
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ciel@sunisidal·
every day is a new win for me. some days it's trying a fear food and enjoying it (no, doesn't mean it's safe now unfortunately), or disliking it. other times it's just getting through the day. i am trying to build my distress tolerance so that my disorder doesn't consume my life
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ciel@sunisidal·
people without arfid don't understand that to my brain, a fear food & an actual physical threat and danger are the exact same thing. and to be honest, 9 times out of 10 i'd probably rather chance the physical harm over the idea of eating an unsafe food.. maybe 10 times out of 10
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ciel@sunisidal·
@rottingfruits i'm so happy for you that you're choosing yhis for yourself philip PLEASE don't give up and don't stop trying no matter how hard it might be. we believe in you. i hope you get to live the happiest and most fulfilling life you possibly can
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deactivating in 24hr to recover
I’m going to recover. I’m gonna deactivate this account in 24 hours so people have the chance to know where I went, but then I’m gone. I think it’s finally time to stop doing this to myself
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ciel@sunisidal·
@River_Ven0m take care river, words cant describe how sorry i am that you and your family have to go through this. sending all my love
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River ♡ edtwt@River_Ven0m·
It happened...im taking a break. I love yall and hope yall are doing well
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realyuriyearners@realyuriyearns·
how about you dissociate some bitches lmao. oh you have? ... may i speak to them?
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ciel@sunisidal·
@indigotaway *dairy in large amounts on its own i mean, like lattes w regular milk are weird to me bc its All Milk .... but coffee w regular cream is fine cuz its like just a lil bit of dairy LOLLL
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ciel@sunisidal·
@indigotaway im also weird about eating dairy in large amounts for Some reason so im scared of just Trying it straight up but i think im just gonna try to power through . i wanna at leasttttt be Able to eat it and know what it tastes like . everyone loves yogurt i want to be yall!!!!
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ciel@sunisidal·
ughhhh fasting bc my mom said my grandma might want to go out for dinner with me but my grandma hasnt texted me back so idk yet. but im hungry lmfao i wish i knew if we were going out or not so i could plan accordingly
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