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me

scar update they are pink and they hurt when I move my leg weird and they are no longer purple these r from April my older bigger ..ones are on my hip

@wljackie IS THIS A ME MENTION 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Ok imma try to name 12 of you Val Azzy Gene 🦄 Natalie Uhhhhhhhhh Kitty Ummmmmmmmmm 😰😰

I am just sad today depression Still lingers

I am one of those people that need constant reassurance even when nothing is wrong because I love to be loved even if I don’t know how to receive it or give it it’s nice to experience it makes me Love living even if it’s for that little bit

starve all day binge 1000 cals at night and take a fat nap after. this is why im fat

you skip one day of ur daily walks and you never do it again for abt six months

I forgot to.mention butI relapsed yesterday I was just so sad but it’s ok.. 50 days is very doable again I got this

I’m so addicted to her face she’s just so gorgeous ugh I’m so fat big and gay

too weird, too fat, too loud, too much

me

I did it to myself so what..

my one insecurity oohhhhhhhh. I can cry

I wonder if the thought of losing me is as soul crushing and debilitating everyday to her as it is to me

to be loved is to be seen

when you notice that the memory loss from ignoring your emotions wasn't a joke

ignoring that horrible gut feeling that I will be left because I’m annoying because I choose happiness today

iwas gonna relapse today but after talking to my gf again I forgot why

I didn’t realize how badly I wanted to be loved publicly I feel like such a fat annoying cow omg someone shoot me already

feeling accomplished over a weight that would make you guys shake in fear