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new #edtwt intro :¨ ·.· ¨: `· . meo！ she / her ⠀ ⠀19 y/o ( - 16 dnf ) ⠀ ⠀an-bp , gbmi 14 ⠀ ⠀huge horror game lover 🕸️ ᰔ ノ↺ to be #moots！！ 🐈‍⬛

im lowkey okay with this disorder ruining my fertility because i dont think its fair for me to ever have children considering most of my problems are hereditary. my family did this to me & im not passing the curse along

the skinnier i get the kinder i get . being fat makes me so angry and miserable i dont even feel like myself its so scary

i might be able to reach my gw before next sem starts but im so fucking nervous that im gonna fail

i think thats why i always come back to this eating disorder . recovery never sticks. i cant control my disabilities but i can control my weight and i just cling to that & fall back into this hole over and over

everyone used to have so much faith in me. i did so well in school & i was so skilled in my hobbies, but then i got sick and i can barely function anymore. so now im this huge fucking failure because of an illness i inherited. they gave me this disease & yet they hate me for it

this airbnb has no full length mirrors i had to bodycheck in the tv reflection

@777wordss @Melow1sh i havent gotten my hands on it yet bc i’ve been trapped in my dorm but i’m so so excited to go home & play it !!! ive heard such good things from my friends

@Melow1sh @sweetenedeer omg im watching my bf play the fatal frame remake rn!! its so good so spooky

new #edtwt intro :¨ ·.· ¨: `· . meo！ she / her ⠀ ⠀19 y/o ( - 16 dnf ) ⠀ ⠀an-bp , gbmi 14 ⠀ ⠀huge horror game lover 🕸️ ᰔ ノ↺ to be #moots！！ 🐈‍⬛

@angelicawingss i havent had halo top in a few years so maybe the formula is better now but some flavors were a bit icy from what i rmb ! but if its Slushy Slushy it might just b freezer problem

first time trying halo top it's soo good but is it supposed to be a bit slushy like or is it my shitty ass dorm fridge

a treat since im being forced to eat

@Melow1sh @777wordss they just did a remake of fatal frame 2 !! that + 4 and 5 are all on steam i believe ^^ if u like playing games on pc

@sweetenedeer @777wordss I so badly want to play fatal frame!!

being gay is so hard i gotta be SO tiny to not look like a whale next to a girl who’s 10cm shorter than me

i just need to survive 3 days and then i can count cals again

@Melow1sh @777wordss omg i love re !! i think my favorite is either silent hill 3 or fatal frame 5 , i also really like calling just for nostalgia reasons LOL !!

@sweetenedeer @777wordss Hiii? what’s your favorite horror game? I’m replaying RE 7 rn!

my insanely irresponsible psych offered to give me glp1s to make up for the 7kg i gained on antidepressants

i miss smoking

like if i saw myself losing 0.2kg every day then i’d feel happy, but if i saw myself lose 1.4kg after a week then i’d feel like i made such slow progress ?? even though its the same exact weight loss

does anyone else actually struggle more with weekly weigh-ins ? i feel like i get more upset because it always feels like it’s been so much time & yet i’ve lost so little .. TT as opposed to daily weighing where it’s easier for me to cope with slow loss bc it’s only been 24 hrs

im excited to try air popping popcorn so i dont even need the cals from 1tsp of oil in a pan

relapsing is the only thing that makes me feel like a real girl

i miss weed but my munchies were SO bad i genuinely cant touch it anymore its like a guaranteed 1,000 cals of pure snacking