syaaa

🦊 i finished wrapping up first my solo recently and as words from people around me started influencing me, it really stressed me out and it really started swaying my identity as a person…i was really burnt out for 3 months 🦊 i used to be someone that told people everything when i was going through a hard time like “i’m going through a tough time right now” but i don’t know when it started, but i couldn’t get myself to tell people around me anymore 👤 i wonder why? was it out of consideration for them? 🦊 that could be why…and i also felt like i needed to learn how to overcome things myself 🦊 i didn’t say anything to anyone and was going through it myself…then i thought about namjoon hyung so i went to him and asked him a lot of questions and one of the things he said to me was that he hopes i face the things that make me uncomfortable 🦊 i had conflicts with soobin and we had awkward phases but i wanted to erase all of these things one by one and i feel like there were also a lot of things that i had been misunderstanding, coming to think of it now…so i went up to soobin first and said “hey, let’s go get a drink”

soobin yeonjun bakal buka-bukaan soal apa aja yg terjadi pas mereka minum berdua di hari ini di acara salon drip 🥹 🐰 udah ada di teaser kan kalau aku dan yeonjun hyung bakal muncul di salon drip? nanti di sana kami bakal cerita semuanya. aku gak tau nanti editingnya gimana, tapi selama minum aku dan yeonjun hyung ngobrol soal banyak hal dan itu semua udah kami ceritain di (syuting) salon drip. sebelum syuting aku dan yeonjun hyung udah sepakat buat cerita kejadian waktu itu secara terbuka. kami cerita banyak hal secara terbuka sampai kami berpikir "apa boleh cerita sejauh ini?". aku yakin kalian gak bakal begini tapi untuk jaga-jaga.. walaupun nanti selama nonton bisa aja ada yg bereaksi seperti "hah?" (konteks negatif) aku mau kalian tau kalau aku dan yeonjun hyung udah sepakat untuk cerita secara terbuka tanpa ada yg ditutup-tutupi. kalian tau kan ada orang-orang yg sensitif seperti solo stan. aku harap kalian (solo stan) gak menerima ceritanya dengan sensitif, cukup nikmati aja karna aku dan yeonjun hyung udah sepakat untuk cerita.