Milo🐈‍⬛|988twt|redinktwt|shtwt

the scar really hasn’t changed that much besides getting a little wider

i hate the scar it’s so small i’m hoping it will expand after time

i miss being my lowest weight i got down to 84lbs but everyone kept pushing me to eat more and with my job i was really struggling not to pass out so i started eating and now im back to 95 pounds and i hate it so much i hate how even tho im not at a “healthy weight” i look fat

this is what makes me feel regret after i relapse because i literally just took a shower and immediately after getting out it barely touches a towel and immediately start bleeding this shit is so annoying

i didn’t have bandaids so this is how much it closed when i woke up i feel better now this is only a set back and i’m going to keep trying to stay clean

@D4sCf thank you 💕 i was doing pretty well recovery wise for awhile idk what happened today but ik things will be better i just need to keep being strong i just feel set back because most people ik my age irl i feel are so ahead then i am so it messes with my head

@taetae6304 21?,you have the whole world ahead of you,don't be too harsh on yourself bc youre trying your best to beat this addiction and you will. some days, you may lose your footing like this one but it does not demolish all the effort and progress. I promise you its going to get better

i needed to vent i honestly have no friends it’s sad but i know people on here understand how i feel i want everyone to get better including myself

i’ve been almost a year clean but i relapsed and i wanted to go deeper because i felt with each swipe i need to go deeper and felt the rush of relief but i can’t go back to that i had to stop im off medication and can’t go back to how i was im older now i need to be better for me

@puppystarves omg i love the kuromi

repost bc i accidentally made so only my moots could reply tats = cool body = disappointment

i’ve been taking a break from twitter but i’m finally going to mhmr to get help and get back on medication i’ve been staying clean from sh but lately i’ve been having bad sewer slide thoughts and was attempting on them and now i just want help i can’t live like this forever

@birdsprivv Happy birthdayyy 🎈🎉🎂 it looks so pretty there

i actually have no friends i’m so alone everyday….why can’t i make friends and be normal it’s exhausting

i had to quit my job my mental health has gotten too bad i’m also suffering rn drinking alcohol while on a deficit is not for the weak i’m paying the consequences

@z0mb13_g7tz it was severe dehydration from not eating and throwing up every thing and i was having tachycardia

I have cerebral hypoxia I can’t speak it only took 3 days to get this way forgetting can’t talk right knees shake can’t walk very cold i’m getting help tho by professionals so don’t worry

they labeled me a fall risk i’m able to walk again and speak i just had tachycardia and the IV fluids helped me come back to stable level i’m pretty ok now but still gonna starve

@MaggotBeating thank you it means a lot that people care take care of yourself 💕

@taetae6304 I hope youll be okay milo, i wish you the best 🫂🫶

going to the mental hospital i’ll update when i get out

@Ilovepiii just got back thank you i appreciate it 💕