AutisticLemon

Get Up! Don’t die a preventable death, get up and tell, support others who may not have what you have and will die a preventable death…GET UP (that is too myself no one else)…no I am not blogging etc. just lonely.

@adhdautisticguy No one who isn’t employed to spend time with me. I just find this souls destroying.

I can’t die. I am so lonely I want to. This does not help. #NotAloneTalk

@adhdautisticguy I am 48. It is tough for them. I have lived a busy life, then it all got screwed up and taken from me. I should die, but I have a child and they don’t deserve that (no I don’t see them).

Not alone talk for 17 minutes. I have eaten KitKats faster and I take my time with treats. I guess is tranquillisers and sleeping tablets for a break that others call sleep. #NotAloneTalk

@adhdautisticguy Is it over already?

@hmm_cook I can’t keep trying indefinitely. I am broken. Like crying at anything and everything all the time.

If you can't find a place that you belong, can you create a place that you belong? #ActuallyAutistic #AutisticTwitter #AuDHD #Neurospicy

@hmm_cook What if no one comes and I fail again?

@finding_hope_2 @HeyImNotWaving I really understand what you are writing.

@finding_hope_2 @HeyImNotWaving I feel the same as you.

@adhdautisticguy I am supposed to have 24 hour support if needed. Sometimes I write nothing, do nothing and see how long it takes for them to realise..too long mainly.

@adhdautisticguy Doesn’t help.

@ydrance I have no one who takes the loneliness away. If anything they make me feel more alone. I live with MH support, basically people are paid to talk to me for 1 hour a day. I should be grateful, but it is destroying my soul that I have lost all my family and friends.

@adhdautisticguy People being paid to spend time with me.

@ydrance I get anxiety to.

@ydrance I am so lonely that I have cried most of my waking hours since Thursday am.

@ydrance @adhdautisticguy Hi.

@autismtalknd Males often have more family support until a later age and their family help them to described the difficulties they have. Females often end up out in the world, masking, pretending, trying to fit in. Then one day it hurts to much and…9 fold increase in death by suicide.

@autismtalknd That is is similar in males and females. In my experience, totally different life for females as we are invisible and our diagnosis is a bit like..’well yes, they are autistic, but it is not like it is for the males’. There is no identity for female autistics.

What is the biggest misconception about autism?

@HeyImNotWaving @finding_hope_2 How are you today?

@finding_hope_2 @teachechick this is beautiful