iris

"The Mosaic Floor” by Ralph Heimans, 1995

@fevergrain then you must reveal to me the movie you watched and liked very, very much. 3, 2, 1 go!

@teninimi please don’t expect too much… i’ve just been going with whatever i come across these days 🙏🏻

third month of the year and i’ve only seen 32 films #retiredcinephile

squeeze the stale air out of your lungs. i’m still pressed against his beating heart, waiting for the moment he can’t breathe, waiting to become a puddle of water, the blood flowing down his lips.

truths he hides are painful, sharpened; a mere touch from his fingertips tears anyone apart. something is sentenced to feed the sheer resolve that keeps the blade hidden. wrapped in his flesh and blood, do you think about it too? failure before love comes to an end.

hold him tight and feel his warmth with a small price, cursed to miss a ghost with constraining presence. when he draws you into his body, caress the half singed ribbon, an envelope with secrets within. 
before her, there was him. and before you, there is me.

@bluemishes get ready because it’s definitely happening this weekend.

@teninimi i’m sooo free this week. just let me know when you want to watch. 🤓

week been so rough to the point it gets overwhelming, i had to book myself a flight.

@fevergrain still not as good as you! but i’ll get there.. once i get my hands on your march favourites, yes.

@teninimi thirteen movies is still something… you’re keeping the badge, please!

@bluemishes movie date soon, pretty please. 🌷

@teninimi IRIS! i missed you so so much. 🥹

While writing and speaking I will have to pretend that someone is holding my hand.

🎥 'La Double Vie de Véronique' (Krzysztof Kieślowski, 1991).

sifting through storage, i stumbled across an old notebook of mine. i think it would be a disservice to let it evanesce with time.

@direurges i want a kiss to leave more than just a mark on my days. to drag me down the hallway, wearing that dress you got me for all our unbearable summer nights. open windows, the book you were reading, how i wanted it under my pillow. i remember now, your hand in mine and mine in yours.

@teninimi this is where you belong, where you’ve always belonged. with or without touch, with a kiss and then another. or a forgivable brush of all our pinky promises. stay, don’t move. your thoughts can finally rest in my lap.

there isn’t a direction you could walk in that wouldn’t lead you back to me.

@huesirio it’s true.. my birthday is close too #realspringlover

spring only started because my spring fairy said so !!!!

spring is here ! ! !

But hope is not for tomorrow. Hope is this very moment

@huesirio as for the hobbies… auntie next door is teaching me all about her orchid cactus and i’m not allowed to visit without my notebook (plus little baby). does that count? 😓

@huesirio please put all of your bittersweet memories in one box and give it to me, i can take care of that.

i did not expect to get reminded of a very bittersweet memory just from seeing this adorable cat during my short walk, it sure did ruin my plan to finish this book today.. but at least i got a matcha !!! 🍵🍡 anyway, has anyone started a new hobby recently? #nosy