Amadeo

paint on my wall, send me love poems tesorodeo.straw.page

@BSolderinis What if we were two horses and the horses were friends

First four!

@aarvmand // I exclusively write him as trans in my fics because I refuse to hear otherwise

// armand gender what more can i say

this is modern amadeo

First Four ✨️

@thevamploustat /// I'm an attorney and have always posted my face on fandom accounts in the past. You'll be fine as long as what you're posting isn't like patently offensive.

if i post my face is that like bad for getting a job or getting into grad school… like even tho my name isn’t on my account?

@aarvmand Perhaps you should examine why.

@tesorodeo You disturb me.

Armand came to shelter me from the reality of Rome, of Paris- But was I not a shield too? Should I not see the stars and remember the way they looked from my hometown, painted like lamplight in God's blessed nightscape? Why can we not coexist? Face eternity together.

@aarvmand Sometimes you should live a little. Maybe you Should say something mean. Might make you feel better.

@tesorodeo I am. And that is a difference between us.

@Riccarddoh You can pick whatever you want!! No one has spoiled you enough.

@tesorodeo Please, I do not wish to see you riot, I will let you treat us to sweets.

The sunbeams lavish my face in kisses, I rise. Good morrow to all.

@Riccarddoh My world is so different now. I can show you so many things just as you showed me! It's my turn to be tour guide. ☺️

@tesorodeo Gladly.

I often find myself musing over the times we've spent together. My sacred moments, my mind and heart a sanctuary for them.

@Riccarddoh The master gives me so much purse money and for what!!! Sweets for both of us or I riot.

@tesorodeo No need, please. For spending time with you is a treat already.

@Riccarddoh Let me buy you a treat!! I want to repay you.

@tesorodeo There is always so much to see and learn about! I would be more than glad to go sightseeing with you.

@aarvmand Hm. But you're so good at denying your urges.

@tesorodeo ... The urge to say something mean to you, purposefully, grows....

@aarvmand But we will have each other.

@tesorodeo what you love most will be taken from you

@aarvmand I can keep myself safe!! I welcome the pain!! It means we are alive.

@tesorodeo I cannot keep you safe. I cannot for myself. You are with me, yet it is the lychee without the rind. Pain! Clear and white-hot pain!!

@aarvmand I just want to belong. Somewhere. To someone. Even if I am your private history and deepest secret.

@tesorodeo Is this the "protection" you mentioned earlier ?

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@prisonofempathy // he's saying "oh fuck"

@aarvmand Keep me in the dark. Keep me in the Palazzo. Keep me in the deep recesses of your mind. Keep me Keep me Keep me

@tesorodeo you must be put away in times that necessitate it. you may hope for a time that necessitates the inverse

Springtime, 1873, and The Storm, 1880, by Pierre Auguste Cot (1837-1883)