Balez ⋆⁺ ☾⋆⁺

Hi if you are new here— nice to meet you! My name is Hannah or Balez. Im 24 years old from Texas. I’m a streamer over on Twitch other things. I love having a fun time with the community and trying new games out. Here is the links if you wanna follow. m.twitch.tv/thebalez

@Lyndi__ Girl I’m getting tattoos rn I’m scared

@thebalez I have this insane heavy gut feeling like I’m waiting for something big to happen omfggfjdidjskaidj

This Pisces moon has me fucked all the way up

Update to my anime watch list. Too many to count.

@Lyndi__ It’s okay hunny RP takes over and luckily you see the error esp when there are people who think RP is their life and live thru their character

Hi! I just want to say please read this with an open mind if you hate me or love me. If not, totally okay I’ve been going back and forth in my head on whether to post this or not but if I don’t, I feel like I’ll never let it go and you never know until you try! I’m not saying my actions years ago weren’t wrong at all, my use of words that were so shameful and ignorant in a context where it’s embarrassing for me to look back on. As I should be embarrassed and I have never said or thought otherwise. I joined NoPixel and roleplay became my most fun hobby and ended turning into something so much bigger for me. It was the whole reason why I built my first PC…. Along the way it turned extremely tumultuous and became some of the best but worst years of my life. I’m not saying this for sympathy, that’s not what I’m asking for at all. I’m trying to say that person is someone who I do not recognize, and will never be ever, ever again. It’s never who I was, or who I wanted to be. I understand people have thoughts on me that will never change, that’s okay. I understand you’ve seen things I regret but I never showed my side of the entire experience. I don’t want to. That’s something I would never do to anyone. I tried to persevere because I knew the person I wanted to be and I wanted to fight for my happiness. To get out of that situation in general and just want everyone to be happy and move on. I went through months and months of something so insane I still cannot grasp parts of it or make sense of it still. But regardless, I only wanted to be a better person, friend, community member. I’ve worked through it with the help of so many amazing people close to me or not who owed me nothing. I became someone who I am so proud to be today. I am beyond grateful. I’m asking for a chance for you to see me now, not past me. Happy me, free me, me who isn’t pretending to be an extremely toned down version like pretty much nothing like me…. I hope that made sense I joined NoPixel and became an active member of their community, I remember going over applications I loved roleplay THAT much. I regret straying from what I actually wanted. But I still do and think it can be such a fun environment and way to make funny improv content with so many like minded fun people. I don’t want to keep rambling and I really hope to get a chance to be in the roleplay scene again. As the Lyndi who first joined NoPixel but like an even better 5.0 version (get it) And I’ll never ERP again

Just a reminder! They weren’t sorry, when you didn’t know.

@Lyndi__ Good night to you

Goodnight to the fat assed individuals

Currently watching Snow White with the red hair! 9/10 so far honestly

@uptime Can I leave for Santa instead of milk?

and if you're looking for the perfect gift for me this year...

@Valkyrae I’m hereeeee

Looking for more women to support and follow.. where are you! please recommend :)

@Lyndi__ I’m deepthroating mine rn

Happy throbbing Thanksgiving, I can’t wait to fist a pumpkin pie 😩

@VALORANT She’s hot

what’s the lore behind your VALORANT main?

FOR GOOD...ENERGY. #uptimeenergy

A sweet treat with a side of mental focus thanks to L-theanine…calling it the Strawberry Think Drink🍓

@Lyndi__ We miss you

Internet sucks on this ship so bad I haven’t been able to see shit but I LOVE AND MISS YOU AND ILL BE HOME IN A FEW DAYS OKAY KISSES

We’re rebuilt and remodeled so you can be REDEEMED! Join us for the grand re-opening of the Hazbin Hotel on October 29!

How to support your favorite streamer for FREE: CLIP CLIP STUFF POST YOUR CLIPS CLIP FUNNY STUFF PRESS THE CLIP BUTTON SPAM APPROPRIATE EMOJIS USE YOUR STREAMERS EMOJIS AHHHH 🤍

New comp season! And I immediately get split say less!

Idk yall valo kinda tripping me out with all the changes

I just received Hazbin Hotel - Alastor - Nendoroid #2813 (Good Smile Company) - Brand New by Solaris Japan from anonumos via Throne. Thank you! throne.com/thebalez #Wishlist #Throne

I just received [Hazbin Hotel] Alastor Acrylic Charm Keychain by Cutie Bunni from anonumos via Throne. Thank you! throne.com/thebalez #Wishlist #Throne