beebs

Probably gonna delete the socials come January 1

Psychology of money one of the best books I’ve ever read

Every holiday season all i can think about is work

dia de los tres ✅

Anyways enough tweets for the night twitter is going to flag me as a bot at this point. Time to write another apple notes manifesto. Ending 2025 the right way and 2026 is gonna be the shit. Thanks world. ~ Beebs

Pedestals are bad and I know I am no better than anyone else as I stopped to read the brainrot slop. It’s scientifically engineered to happen. But fuck that I don’t want to continue reading it. That’s the difference. I’m a monkey too but I want to swing away from this fire.

I cannot believe how brainrot the original algorithm is like seriously make a new account and see for yourself. It is PATHETIC! All I need to do is quit weed and I’ll be ahead of 75% of people who fall for that engagement bait I’m seeing (don’t put yourself on a pedestal)

Hey twitter go ahead and set my interests to business and self improvement. I want the toughest grinders in the world. Make me feel insignificant. I’m talking influential.

Default Twitter algorithm Is this the AI algorithm bullshit we were promised

If I end up in the same shoes at the end of 2026 (stoner, not making the dream happen) I think im just a broken person. I know im not a broken person. So it’s time to kick this bullshit habit to the curb. Day 3 going strong. Will keep posted here.

I read through a document in 2021 that had all the exact same thoughts I have now going into 2026. You blink once and 4 years pass by. Thanks weed for stealing those from me. I’ll be taking the wheel now. I think it’s time I write another manifesto. But make it true.

I just struggle with what to look forward to in life. Kids meeting a wife my company etc but all such broad far goals. Weed gets rid of that fear and makes it seem like it’ll come in time. It hasn’t. It won’t.

It’s not even fun but it seriously becomes like water. Scrolling on my phone is exactly the same with or without ultimately, but I’d always prefer with it and that’s the problem. Fuck our stupid monkey brains for being this way. How amazing getting high casually would be.

Excited to see what a marijuanaless life entails but everytime I do it I just get bored and refactor back. I guess smoking for 1800 days straight indeed does burn it into muscle memory. It’d be fine if it stayed once a day. At night. After work. But it bleeds…

fears and scares in life? Running from my problems? Or truly being free again? Watch as we find out together

But this is great. Untethered and free again. I am me and I have nothing in this space and it couldn’t feel better. Can’t wait to take this into my existing space. How far into anonymity can you go? Is taking on an entire second identity too far? Is this just escapism from my

Anyways the default X algorithm really is shitty my god. It’s not even trying to probe my interests. You don’t realize how many of the tweets you see are just brainwash until you start fresh again. Same 6 accounts. Just the engagement baiters. Looking at u @kirawontmiss

You owe NOBODY, ANYTHING. Easier said than done but working to internalize and make it true. Lots of good convos? But a poor producer? A good friend but maybe not the best worker for you and that’s ok.

In reality I don’t. Even posting now, I am tripping. What if X finds my account from suggestion or Y does? What if they disagree? Who fucking cares. I’m going to keep saying that to myself. Internalize it. Make it my mantra.

Going to do a better job of feeling lighter and not giving a fuck this year. Someone talked about a quote that give a camera to an amateur and they’ll make a better movie than a blockbuster studio because they’ve got nothing to lose. I feel I’ve got something to lose.