LFBG diary

When attraction is rare, you romanticize it. When you're attracted to people very rarely, the experience feels incredibly profound when it finally happens. Almost unbearable. Your mind wants to explain the intensity, so it invents meaning. It starts telling a story. There must be something special about them. This must be fate. This must be the universe trying to tell me something. But that feeling isn't evidence of a cosmic signal. It's just what scarcity does to perception. It's just your brain making sense of something it doesn't experience often. The rarity isn't in the person. It's in your response.

im attracted to people so rarely that when i am attracted to someone, it feels like it must be for some divine or ethereal reason. i start to believe there must be something special in them that no one else has. i can’t just brush it off as a fluke of hormones or brain chemistry. all i can think is: why them? why them? why them?

When I forget to keep my mind busy for one second and suddenly I get a wave of everything that has ever hurt me

POV: It's your day off tomorrow and you don't need to set your daily alarm and suddenly it starts raining

why was texting so fun when we were younger? that shit is a full task now

this used to be my SHIT

Tisha Campbell & Damon Wayans Is Definitely One Of My Favorite TV Couples🤣

y’all running outta shit to complain about 😂😂

Me calling someone back, hoping they don’t pick up so I can use it as proof that I tried.

I believe children should have parents who want them. So when a woman says she doesn’t want kids, y’all should probably leave her alone. Just saying.

unless you’re naturally a music lover, no one warns you how you’ll become less interested with new music the older you get, & you just go back to all your old favorite songs

"Weekends are for having fun " Me:

My hyper independency actually comes from the lack of urgency people have when it comes to me. Moving too slow = never mind i got it.

Me at work trying to be grateful that I have a job

I love this nigga and I don't know why but I'm tryna find out 😂

Can't say this nowhere else but here. I love my mannnn (I think). We making it work (I think).. let's see if I gotta do all the work 😂😂🤭 lemme stop

I always get money out of nowhere. Money out of thin air is normal for me. I just want something, and money appears. I don't even need to do anything. It just keeps showing up. I get surprise money everyday. That's how money works for me. Its just easy. I want it, and it appears.

She was right.

one of the worst parts of depression is how terribly unique it feels